Notes

i wrote this when u were leaving fandom/twitter and ws stopping tweets to shahid & i was sad that night to see . i realized you changed the plan which you did very good thanks for that still want
to make u understand some things -- [excuse my grammar and typo as it was written in hurry at night ]

listen dont be sad and hurt please...i never thought
u r so much sensitive... u always appeared to me very
aggressive that is why i did those tweet in anger..

i JUST read ur tweets. all you are saying
is exactly the same i wanted to say and because of tht only
i did those tweets to you..

BEFORE I START THE WHOLE STORY [WHY I CALLED YOU NEGATIVE AND DID MANAGER TWEET]
JUST WANNA ASK ONE QUESTION...
IN THE WHOLE FANDOM ANY OTHER ADMIN/FC ASK OTHERS TO SHOW THE PIC LINK THEY POSTED ? BLAME FC FOR COPYING ? ASK TO GIVE CREDIT ? COMPLAIN ABOUT OTHER FC STUFF LIKE
REPEAT POSTS OR SEEN PICS?

JUST ANSWER ME THIS QUESTION . .YOU WILL GET JUST ONE NAME I.E. YOURS.. I AM NOT BLAMING BT ITS THE TRUTH DEAR.. [I AM NOT SAYING ITS MY BUSINESS-OFCOURSE ITS YOUR WORKING STYLE BUT I AM PUTTING MY VIEW HOPE YOU ARE FINE WITH THAT AS I AM NOT KEEPING ANYTHING TO ME ]
OUR FANDOM IS SMALL AND SWEET WITH 4-5 FCs AND WE KNOW EACH OTHER. .NOBODY..I REPEAT NOBODY DOES ALL THIS NOW. . ONLY YOU LEFT
SO IT USED TO BOTHERED ME :) THAT WHY ONLY SHE DO THIS ?

listen i am the only boy working in a FC right..
and u wont accept but girls are far far better
in this FC stuff than boys like searching stuff etc.
boys just enjoy ..i am supporting shahid
through fb pages.rasha's skfc fb page...various groups
and even my profile since 6 years....suddenly shahid followed
my FC which was actually linked to FB page and i decided
to support him here too ALTHOUGH I DONT LIKE TWITTER AT ALL

now the things you tweeted - EXACTLY THAT I MEAN

you dont know how i update my FC...what problems...what
sacrifices in my real life whether its doing other stuff
or sleeping or studies or college or anything i compromise
just for FC.. but wait you know all that right? BECAUSE YOU ARE
AN ADMIN YOURSELF.

you know how others enjoy and how we give our PLENTY of time
to update behind a FC's name...

so dear WHEN YOU 5-6 TIMES raise finger and make indirect tweets
to SKL then IT HURTS...you wont beleive but i even thought to close SKL just because
of you..we sometime tweet repeat things [sometimes knowingly as wanted]
sometimes wrong tweet...sometimes seen pics ..

but dear is all that INTENTIONAL ? OR A CRIME? OR BIG MISTAKES?
that you always point out and tweet about them . .IT REALLY HURTS
as its just based on ability of a person as an admin AND NOT SHANATIC
OR LOVE FOR SHAHID SO WHY YOU ALWAYS CRITICISE THAT..

even if we post any pics or stuff which u've already posted on ur FC
then you come against us . .show the link . .give credit..copied etc
but never to any other FCs [as all do eventually ]


sometimes i feel there is a war from you to skl = AND I DONT KNOW THE REASON
AT ALL . .u dnt follow skl then too you tweet tht skl today did this mistake and tht mistake..

SO WHY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND that
1.its not intentional or a crime
2.why to always point out if its not hurting shahid in anyway
3.its their FC.they can do whatever they want
4.those admins are trying to update and tht matters not mistakes

but u always point out and it looks like THERE IS A MANAGER
ON OUR HEAD WHO WILL POINT OUT OUR MISTAKES :(
dear skfc also do many tyms wrong things but its based on
admin wisdom and ability right? but we dont tweet unless its highly negative
or directly tweet to them that this is error please correct..

now u even tweet on tweeting seen pics. repeat posts..
nw u think calmly and tel me is this right to always tweet what
other FC is doing and 99% its SKL .even if its other FC then its wrong

so in frustration i said u r nt manager of fandom to
always point out mistakes.. .what if SKL HAS 2 ADMINS
AND 2 ADMINS HAVENT SEEN THAT PIC AND TWEETS THAT? did they doNE a crime?
even skfc posted a pic with RJ few days back which was seen..

so IT REALLY HURTS THAT I SACRIFICE A LOT
FOR THIS FAN CLUB AND THERE IS A PERSON ALWAYS
ON MY HEAD POINTING OUT MY ERRORS. ..DEAR I AM TRYING..
WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT.. I HAVE GIVEN SO MUCH TO THIS FAN CLUB..I DONT SLEEP ..WAKE EARLY MANY TIMES..TWEET WHOLE DAY WHEN LOTS OF
UPDATES..

I WAS JUST ONE admin till r..rajkumar came ..and then one left..
now also since a month m updating alone as one admin
is international so time zone problem and one is busy as problem at home...

so always i think ..its even not her FC..its rasha's fc
so why she always targets SKL and neither she is manager to keep check on all FCs. .i dnt get that..sry if u felt bad by my word
i apologize..its devastating to see u tweet and getting hurt..i didnt mean to
but i was getting hurt daily by ur tweets..

now rest u tweeted about trend and all . .IT WAS NEVER ME WHO DECIDED ..NEW SHANATICS AND WHOLE GROUP DECIDED AND WANT
TO TREND THEN ONLY I DM/TWEET SKFC AND THEN WE TRENDED.. EVER SKL TRENDED ALONE ? just we wanted more trends ..

so try to understand me too .i followed u too 1-2 tyms and made move for a frndshp bt u showed no interest of tweeting
or follow back and instead was pointing mistakes and making tweets so i always feel u hv problem with ME AND SKL BUT WHY ???

i always choose my friends based on your love for shahid then i respect them and make them friends so wanted to make you too
but then i was shocked to see how you hate me and skl for no reason.. how doing competiton and criticising SKL is like life to you...i was literally
shocked then how can one hate a FC which did nothing to her and then tooo when she is working in someone else's FC i.e. she dnt have a point of
rivalry or competition of own FC vs other FC .the tooo she does all this..

please learn to chill and calm down. .there are 5+ FCs . .20+ differently abled admins with different
way of working .. .you cant CRITICSE ADMIN'S WORK UNLESS ITS YOUR RIVAL OR YOU'RE IN ANY RIVAL COMPETION..RIGHT? I HAD NEVER ANY PROBLEM WITH YOU. .but you have many with me n skl ..dunno y . .

dnt u think ..whtever other FC tweets[ even u dnt follow it and it comes to ur TL by retweet] u dnt hv right to question as every FC is different
and u hv to just care abt urs ...unless its highly negative about Shahid..then too u should come in DM/tweet that dear check again its wrong link

i swear when u tweet those things IT HURTS A LOT. maybe its ur passion to work for FC [mine is too] but for me this passion costs a little more than you
considering my internet issues..laptop issues = resources.. time..life..etc.. but i try my best and you should respect that being an admin..

recent negative think you did YOU BLOCKED A FC FOLLOWED BY SHAHID FROM SKFC? I MEAN SEE HOW CRUEL THE ATTITUDE IS! AND AGAIN [NOT MY BUSINESS I KNOW I REPEAT BUT TALKING AS A FRIEND]
I WOULD SAY ONLY YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ARE DOING ALL THIS. . SO HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND SOME DAY that finding unseen pics or updating fan club
is not everything. .all does that and doing that much before you like SHAHID_ONLINE. What matters is to work for shahid shanatics not for self/credit..
ppl remember right and honest attitude only in the end . [NOT MY BUSINESS BUT JUST SUGGESTING]

Thats all i want :) Thanks PLEASE DONT MAKE IT FC VS FC BECAUSE IT IS NOT ...respect other FC work ..thanks

we can sort it all out :) or you want us to close skl? i am ready for that too! just tell me ur views n feelings...hope this letter didnt make you angry or anything.. take it sportingly..and talk like a friend. :) [all this cn b done if u will think calmly] THANKS!! - #Prateek!