Notes

..... اِنهَض بِنفسِك
Human beings are bizzare..They want things,they want them desperately but they're not willing to actually put an effort to get them..
They disobey God all their lives and whenever they get in any kind of troubles you see them running ,crying and begging God for help and mercey ..or even for a miracle.
Why do we spend our lives Ignoring God's comands and yet we have the guts to run to him whenever we're going through rough times?.why don't we share our happy moments with him aswell ?why don't we run to thank him when we're living peacefuly happily and safely ,why do we wait till tragedies come to connect us with God?!
The shameful thing is even when we drift away from God ..drift way too deep to get ourselves back togeter yet he's there ready to welcome us back when we come knocking his door for a favor..
It's Ironic writing those words since I'm mostly the one who've been living like this..So I'm hoping..deeply hoping that God would put me back on track and help me to get through these obstacles which are filling the road..
It's Actually funny how one thing in life ..one thing that you want so hard is actually able to open your heart to reach God..that one thing that made me desperately and shamefully beg to God.so he'd keep it in my life.. And in the bottom of my heart I'm full of believes that God wouldn't turn me down.. So whanever you feel like you messed up so bad ...so bad that no person in this life could stand beside you, just know that God is there..God is there for you ,for me and for all of us in all Times..cause unlike you and me God doesn't show up only when He wants a favor..No He's there always in our hearts,the hearts that we just keep filling with sins , so many sins that it blocked that light of hope in our hearts..So why don't you open your heart , open it wide enough to clean your soul from those sins..wide enough for this light to expand through your heart and soul...
Don't convince yourself that it's too late ..It's Never to late to have faith in God,All it takes is a shout from the bottom ,A shout that is screaming ..screaming with pain.. " I don't wanna live like this Anymore...
It is never Too late to walk the right path ..and just keep in mind that you're not walking this path alone..We're all in this together ...