Notes

21
Woke up at 7 and then were at home didn't went to oray eid namaz ad i wasn't feelin good so the after everyone came back from namaz went to have the qurbaani n all n then went to give the meat n all until 2 and then went to shoibs home and then had a cup of tea there n then after assar went to ktwr to drop anees at ktwr with shoib n akeel and after magrib we came back from there and at isha we reached back home and now i am at shoibs home
22
Woke up at 10 and then were here as there is qurbani here going on and then at 1 went to home as there were sheema gazala khalid uncle n chachi and then we had lunch there n with mohsin and then i came back to shoibs home after a while and then we both went to our home n from there went to visit aadil and were there until assar and there he told us his sad tales n all about his married life and all n then we went up to a walk and came back at magrib.
23
Woke up at 10 and then got freshed up and had bf n then visit shoibs n then after caming back had a bath and then got ready for namaz n then at 1 we left for namaz n then after namz we went to watch some match and then we cane at 6 from there and i was at home and orayed magrib here and then went to shoibs and came back via masjid praying isha and then had dinner and went to my room n were having words with mehak till 2 am n then took nap.
24
Woke up at 6 am with dad's call as he was at my nani's home and then i got freshed up and had a cup of tea and was waiting for shoib as we were going to ktwr and finally at 8 we left for ktwr and at 9 we reached ktwr and then i went home and got frehed up and had tea and at 10am went to office and then went for a site visit and at 12 we closed the office as nasirs sis was coming from Srinagar and he has some work to do so i went to Mohsin room and then at 2 i went to get some stuff for home and shoib came and we went to have lunch and then were roming here and there and then went to mohsins room and were there and had cup of tea there and Anees also came from jammu he was also there so then at 5.30 we begins our journey towards home and then we called up akeel and ask him to lets go home but he asked us to eait for some time as he has joined school and his chairman is in the school rightnow so we have to wait for sometime so we went up to aunty's and waited there and had some juice and tea and then at about 6.54pm we went to home and at about 8.30 pm we reached home and had dinner and all and slept.
25
Woke up at 9.30am and haf bf and were sitting in the shop so goes on the time and after the asar prayer we were chopping the meat for ristas and then at the magrib shoib and i went to mahrar as there was marriage of umer khanday and were there and came back at 12 and slept at 2am
26
Woke up at 8.30 and then went home and had bf and then had some good times with family and then shoib called me up and u got ready and we left feom home at about 10 am and reached ktwr at 11.30 and then i went to bank to deposit some offices money and then went to office and was there doing some work and then at 2 junaid called me and i went up with him as he purchased a shoe and then i came back to office as there was a client and then i went back to had lunch at malik hotel and after lunch went back to office and was there having some words with muskan and then nasir came back at 5 and we cleaned up office as tommorow we are going to inaugurate our office so then at 6 i left the office and akeel came to oick me up and we went to chowgan and had some time there and after that went to have a cup of tea and then akeel left to school and i walk towards home and i didn't find any vehicle toeards home so i was walking by foot and i reached near sanias home and then waited there for a while and a vehicle came and i took a ride from there and about 7.30 i recahed home and i was exhausted and taking some rest out so i had dinner at 10 and thenwas having some chats with muskan till 12 and then i was browsing some reels on ig and then at 1 am i got a nap.
27
Woke up at 8 and left for office as tod ay was our inauguration and reached office and thenbegans to prepare for the function and at 11 did it all.
And today u got a call from haseeb and he was asking about iqra so i called her up and she was on a call i tried a couple of time and then i dropped a message but she didn't replied me back and then i tried on whatsapp but the msg didn't get delivered and then i messages her on her ig page but she didn't replied and then i asked her that somebody was asking about u that's why i called u up if there is any prblm talking to me u can ask me...
Anf for that she replied that i cant talk to u n all....
28
Got up at 9 and as usuals in the office and kafeel and akeel visited the office and also ovias. Ovias have an meeting so i sent out him with muzamill tak and in the evening he went to pizza spot and spent the night at muzzis room
29
Got up at 8 and came up with mom as she had to visit dr for her therapy n all n then went to office.
And aamir came to visit us so we were having some chats and had some tea n then chucken soup and all .
In the evening me and ovias went to pizza spot and then i leave from there at about 7.and then struggled to get an auto for home and finally got one and i reached home at about 8
30
Got up for fajar and then slept after fajar and got up at 8 and had bf and then leave for office at 9.40 and got office and was here ..in bw ovias and kafeel visited and then at 12.30 i went to masjid and came back at 2 and then we have a cup of tea and i was here until 6 and then went home at 6.
31
Got up at 9 and went office was there all the day and anees came from jaamu and we had lunch there and then at 4.30 we left from there and then i visited to majid bhai and left for home at 6.
And today i was all alone here and then i got to know wasif is there and the other were at kmr and then akeel came and then we spent the night at rabiya auntys and had some momos and then went to bed and in the evening nasir told me that we are going to sinthan with her sis.so the plan was onnnn
1 August
Woke up at 10 as it was sunday and then adil called me and he told me today is his paper so i have to go ther and then i went up at about 11 and reached his office at about 11.40 and then we checked up that datesheet has been changed now the paper is on 3 so i spent some time there and then went to pizza spot to visit saqlain and then was there until 9 pm had lunch there and soent all the day there as he was all alone his delivery biy left for his personal works so i helped him iut with his stuffs and then i cane back after 9 and had dinner now i am in my bed.
2 August
Wokeup at 8 and then was planning to go home as mom wal ill and he has come for therapy but she wasn't able to come by todaya as dada amma was also ill so then i had bf and then called khurshid uncle and he asked me that at 12 he'll be leaving so at 12 i leave from the home and waited for some while at girinagar and then we leave from there and at about 2 i reached home and then had lunch and all and spent some good times at home and was having some words with (muskan)
The neighbouring girl at our office i added her on ig some days ago and we really had a good bound and all and we are having talka all day and night and idk we both are being jealous and offended and bla blaa with eachother its really kinda weird...
So wr talked all day and the at night we had a good conversation and then at 2 i slept.

3 August
I woke up at 9 and had bf and went upto shop and was there and having talks with muskan all day and some home stuffs and the talks n all and slept at 2 .

4 August
Woke up at 9 and then went to shop and at home we are anees dadu and me the other's aren't here for today so goes on with talks with muskan and all
Slept lill early at 1.

05
Got up at 9 and so on at the shop and had a fight with muskan and idk i am being like this with her we are literally having lots of fights n jealous things...
Which is fucking my mind and idk what should i do.

06
I woke up at 7 and with a hurry got dressed up and got the vechile for kishtwar and then at 9 i reached girinagar and went home and had bf and then changed up my clothes and went for the office and was there all day and wemt for the prayers as it was friday and had lunch at mohsins room and then changed up my clothes there and came back and was lill mad as angry bird and then at 5.30 we xlosed the office and went ro dars site to look up and then we went for a long drive and had some moms and then i went up to the pizza spot as ovias was there and i stayed there till 9 and then muzzi came to drop me at my home and then i layed down at my place and then had conversation with angry bird till 2 and discussed about a lot of things about n and things.

07
I woke up at 10 and had bf and then went up to the office and so on spent whole day there and at 4.30 we closed the office and nasir came to drop my mom and then i went back with him as i wanted to cut my hairs so i did that and came back to home and had tea n then all the stuffs and then dinnner and then the whole night we had conversation till 5 in the morning.

08
I woke up at 9 and then had bf and then went up with mom and then i went to PZ and soent my whole time there and kafeel came there and then about 5 we came back home with home and then the stuffs goes on at home and dadu was also here today. So we had bf and then i went up to the conversations and we had literally some unfiltered conversation and we talked till 2 but then some shit happened and she told that she needs a break from me and it's ok to have it so i didn't force her for anything and then i slept at 3am.

09
I got up at 9 30 and got frehed up and then nasir came to pick me up so came up at office and dar was there and then kafeel came to visit us and then we left for to get tickets for bilal uncle as talha has to go dehli for the paper and we booked the ticket and came back now i am here and she came in store at 12.24pm and now she's fucking me up as these 2 are damm busy and now i turned my back to nasir and let's feel some music and feel this shit nasir seems to be desperate again as he isn't sitting at one place and is roaming outside and outside their store but lemme calm down shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i have to go for lunch now . ufff its disgusting nasir literally went back again to put his car's key into the office so that he can get a chance to visit their store i mean this is fucking shit.....wht is this now i came bback literally fast so that i can get the keys what i saw that nasir is already here🤦🏻‍♂️ may be he haven't went home for the lunch fuck this....i thought that I'll get to see her and I'll get to know whats going on....(started the call about 1.52 and ended up at 2.10pm) now we are closing the office as we have to visit a site its abiut 4.30 now....
As we were leaving angry bird also appears there and she was also leaving for the home but i didn't looked at her coz nasir was there and i was fucked up but i literally wanted to see her and idk....but yeah when she passed by me i felt that and i sniffed her fragrance and when she get ro her car i looked out at her and then the desperate nasir got to know and he starts driving crazy and i git to know that he'll follow their car and he was driving like crazy but i didn't utter a word that why are u driving like this n all then we overtaken them at bunastan and went to the site and he was texting while driving and he clicked some pics and was woow this view n bla bla n then asked me about lets get the sunset view🤦🏻‍♂️ i was getting really embarrassed and feeling like shit and then i played a song and he asked me about ut may be he'll be sending this to her and then i told him to drop me home as i was totally fucked up and he dropped me home. And i was lying down sad af and scrolling the social networks and while we were coming back from the site i send out a snap vedio to her and she replayed it and i was kinda happy for that and then she messaged me at 5.57pm and then the conversation went on and i told iut everything and we sorted it out.

10 Aug
Got up at 9.45 and frehen up and had to rush for office coz it's late now so now i am at office and i am having a good time as last night we sorted things out and i was in peace now so we had some tiny conversation till now and yeah i saw nasirs some shit hairs and i told her about this that he might have done this coz of you and its obvious there is no other option to do it and he was listening to mere pass tum ho coz he saw it in her story and they were talking and i started to getting mad n fucked so i tole her to stop talking to him infront of me i fact she shouldn't do it in my absence tooo but i think this will get over so i didn't told her to stop at all but I'll....
Then we were having a good talks and dhe told me that she want to see me and decided to make a vedio call and at 2.13 she did and she catches me blushing but she didn't let me to see her.....
But i felt dammm good. And again i ask her that i wanted to see her and then we make another call at 2.18 and i saw her❤️ and idk i cant write it in words it was just cute moment but i got interrupted in bw the call and it was the order of our food so i went to receive it with the call as it and then she disconnected it and then had lunch and again i saw her as i went out to wash out my hands and i literally went twice to see her and then again we began to talks n she told me that she wanna see me but the question was how?
So She told me come out so that she can see and so can i and i went out at 3.43 and at first I can't see her coz i thought she'll be walking as usuals but na it was the cutest way she was just sitting at the end and hiding there awwww it was daaam cute and i stayed there for a min and enjoyed this cute moment and then she forced me ro go in and i came in and i just want to smile and blush out a lot but I can't coz nasir was here so she then told me to do work and i was best for me too either I'll be blushing n smile like a crazy ......
And now she left about 4.20 and we were doin some work and then i forced nasir that we should leave and we left from there at about 5 and then nasir droped me here at the street of jamia masjid and i was walking through and She was walking from there and heat goes boom it was exactly 5.04pm and then she greeted me with her crazy gesture and i told her where is she goin and she told i am going to store for some work i asked her twice why she is going again as she was running away from me and it wasn't audible coz of the mask so she told me again she has some work with a crazy gesture🥰 and then i left from there and my heart wasn't stable ufffff and then i went to my friends place and we had some convo tgen i went to get some medicines and came back and went to visit a friend and again we bumped with ither there exactly at 6.19pm and i was like woow whats6 goin on today but i wasn't able to smile or blush there coz i was with my friend but heart was blushin out and .....
So then i came home and then had a talk later n had dinner and then talks goes on till 4 in the morning....

11 Aug
I got up at 10.30 may be and then got freshen up and had bf and rushed towards office and was there having some words with her n all as she wasn't coming today and i was busy doing something and here She Comes in at 12.47pm and then we had some convo and then we make a ig call 1.49pm to 2.00pm and it was so nice to listen up her voice 🥰 so goes on n then i went to PO to get shoib liscene with mohsinand i told her fo remain there as i wants to see her and then i came back from there at about 2.44 and i didn't get her so i told her that I'll come again to wash my hands so i did the same and gets to see her and then again i went up to the restaurant to get the spoon and i saw her again and then i had lunch and then after a while nasir ordered tea via fareed and we were about to have it and in bw we made againa call at 4.16 to 4.17..4.18 to 4.20 and then 4.24 to 4.28 and i was blushin hardly and i wasn't able to control it and there was nasir, muzamil and fareed in the office uffff it was tooo hard to control it ....so we were on the call and her dad came to pick her up to home and then she went to home at 4.29 and then nasir and i had a convo and some work and then we began to close at about 5 but before that she asked me about it that why i buttoned my shirt uo while i was on call as my chest button was open and then i closed it up while call and she was angry for this and it was obvious coz i did a wrong thing but I can't explain it to her now that idk how it was open i never let it be opened and i wasn't feeling good that it is open so i butto8 it but i shouldn't have done this during call and i am trying to convince her so i left from the office and went to visit mohsin and then majid bhai and then went to get medicine from tanu bhai and after that went to get some clothes from reyaz and then came back home at 7.30pm so we had talks n then dinner n all n talks till 12 and then went to take nap.

12 Aug

Spent all day at home....marriage some talks with her and then in the night she made me mad for that she did a vedio call to me n we had talks till 2.

13 aug

Got up about 6.30 am n slept again and woke up at 9 n now i am fucked up as i saw sania in my dreams and we were together at our home in a blanket lying down and i was hiding her from everyone and rolled her in the blanket literally behind me and i was damm in feelings of her and i literally felt her i checked out phone and she pretended that she is talking to some guy and i held the ohone and talked ro him and it was just a prank on me and then i scared that she'll check out my phone and she did but she wasn't that mad at me and even i wasn't cared about angry bird at that moment and i didn't rply back to her at all.....
And then idk know how she just flewed off from there and i was like a mad mad searching for her and was traumatized coz of her and was searching for her everywhere as we were about to go for the shopping for her but I can't find her anywhere and was fucked and about to cry out loud.
So then i freshen up and had a lill bit tea and then got prepared for the office and came in office and then ovias came in from kmr and i told him the stuff and was about to cry and almost had a tear rooling out. N then nasir and ovias went out to the bank and i called aamir and cried out and talked with him for a while and when they returned back and then we leave for the friday prayers and offered the prayers n i make some dua na dcried out and then went to have lunch at puffis and nasir called me and told that we are going for a site and you'll be cheered up n all that so we went there and now she is fucking up with my mood as they are texting so i was mad at ber and text her some shit like texts and we were there at the site for about hakf an hour n then we cane back n saqib kelam have ro visit us and i called him as we are leaving for the office and here he comes n we had some talks and he gave a wedding invitation card to me as it was his brothers wedding so the he leave and adil dar came in after a while then we got busy in some stuffs and still they were texting in bw and i was mad for it n then about 6 we closed the office and went to my home to get my bag as i planned to stay at dars n we got the bag and came back and done some stuffs n all ...done with the dinner and i had some good talks with her and i said sorry for my behaviour all day....n i told herr that i liked her n wanted her but i needed to give some time for myself coz i am not sure till now so then we had talks till 12 and literally had somecrazy talks and lots of fun......n then i slept.