Notes

Dear Harry,


I really dont know how to put my feelings into words but I needed to do something special for you Harry . I dont expect this to be the best letter you´ve ever heard ´cuz it won´t but I really wanted to show you how much I apreciate the things you´ve done for me and for the rest of our family.
Smiling its not a easy thing to do, I mean it is but not when you dont have a reason to do it and I´m not talking about faking smiles ´cuz I used to do that a lot. But then I saw you and just God knows how my life changed .
I saw you growing up and I growed up with you, you told me to be nice to nice and that´s what I did, you made me a better person.
We all have bad days when it seems like everything is wrong, when it´s all going down at once but I remember I still have my boys .
You are my source of happiness, my escape and most of all you´re the person that I most admire in this whole world.
Sometimes I wonder if you didn´t appear in my life who would save me , I can´t answer that , I just can´t imagine my life without you you´re already a part of it .
I couldn´t guess that I´d still be hear in your 21 birthday but here I am and I truly hope I´ll be here to celebrate lots and lots of more years of your life Harry .
I´m still waiting for the day I would be able to tell you this face to face while huging you tightly and whispering I love you´s in your ear . The day I´ll hear your deep voice while you look at me with those beautiful green eyes , the day I´ll touch your hand softly and tell you how special you are to me . The day I´ll feel like my life is complete , the day I´ll feel alive, the day I´ll met you.I still have hope.
Harry I´m afraid of dying without metting you, I´m afraid of dying without feeling your arms around me, I´m afraid of dying without seeing your smile I´m afraid of so many things but I´m not afraid at the same time .I like to look at my bedroom window and see the stars, they´re so bright and so beautiful but Harry nothing compares to you , the way you make me smile like nobody else does I´d do anything to make you smile or make you happy even if it was only for 1 simple min .

I love you so much Harry, Happy birthday ♥