Notes

"I don't know you." I said, staring at the tall man towering above me.
Who is he? I don't think I have seen him before.
He grabbed my hands and looks around before pulling us into a dark alley.
"HEY!" I called out and he covers my mouth with his unusually large hands. Why is he so tall gosh. My neck hurts looking up at him.
He bends and kisses me.
I attempted to push him until he finally releases me. He's heavy! Oh no...
"AH! My first kiss..." I murmur.
"What?" He breathes and I looked up to see two piercing eyes staring at me.
"You really don't remember me?" He whispers and I looked down to avoid his eyes. They're getting scarier.
"I don't know." I whisper. I'm getting so emotional... Who is he? Why does looking at him makes my heart ache?
"Ador-" Eh does he know my name?
He pauses and looks at me.
"Where do you stay?" He asks. SO DIRECT!
"Uhm... I don't know if I could tell you. I don't even know you-" He cuts me off and kisses me again.
"WAH! Will you stop that already!" I snapped and sink to the ground. My tears can't help it. Is he playing with me or what!
"Why can't I kiss my precious?" He sighs and sinks to the ground beside me.
He pulls me into his arms and whispers, "I've finally found you."

FOUND WHO EXACTLY?
"Uhm Sir... This is the first time that I have met you." I keep reminding him and his grip is just getting tighter and tighter.
"You're hurting me." He releases me and I catch my breath.
"Sorry." He mumbles and looks at me seriously.
It's like his expression is asking me whether I am hurt or not. I can't help it. Looking at him makes me want to cry but I can't help but to stiffle a giggle.
He hugs me again.
"I've really missed you." He murmurs against my head.
A couple of passerbys were looking at us strangely. I've forgotten we are in a dark alley in the neighbourhood!
"Let's go to my house and talk." I blush and brought him back home without thinking.

Upon our arrival at my house, the lady who brought me in was shock to see me bring back what she claims 'a good looking model'. I blush. Now that I looked at him carefully... He is shockingly handsome. Light blonde hair with blue eyes. Perfect sculpted face... Sharp jawline...
"Adora? Stop looking at me like that." He says shyly and my heart skipped a beat, I think.

The lady who took me in is called Carrie. She said she found me when I suddenly turned up at her house. She claims that I was frightened and looks as if I was trying to run away. I can't remember how or why I got here but... I am thankful she took me in.
Carri served us all a cup of hot brewed lemon tea.
"My name is Takemoto Zan. Thank you for taking care of my wife for all these years." He says and I spilled the piping hot cup of tea on myself. My husband? Takemoto Zan?
"Ah Adora!" He lifts me up and rushed me to the kitchen's sink.
I blush when I returned to face Carrie again but Carrie didn't look at all to happy.
"Were you the one who made her suffer like that?" She whispers with a haunted expression.
Carrie?
Zan turns to look at me.
"Do you trust her Adora?" He asks me what I thought was a rather strange question.
"Of course I do." I say without hesitation and he closes his eyes... A pair of oddly coloured wings spread out from his back.
"Oh my!" Carrie gasps and holds my hand tightly.
"Are you an angel or something?" She whispers in a frightened yet also intrigued tone.
"I can't really be the judge of that." He says and pulls his wings back in.
Carrie visibly relaxes.
"Why are your wings of different colours?" I ask cautiosly and he freezes.
He eventually opens his mouth to speak.

"Oh... What is all this?" I whisper and the tears begin rolling down me. I can't control it. Hearing his story made me recover my old memories...
"I'm going to bed, Carrie." I whispered and headed to my room.
What is all of this.....
"Adora? Please don't run away from me anymore. I need you." His voice echoed through the doorway. It sounded a little shaky. I know he's sad. I know. I'm sorry. I'm a coward.

I always knew he had wings. It was our little secret. I love him even if he didn't. I love him so much until I wish that I had wings myself. I couldn't believe such a beautiful creature even exists on this planet. I found out he was half-Japanese. I still accepted him anyway. What drove me to run away from him was reality.
How many years has it been?
I remember visiting his 'world'... I was curious. I brought it down on myself. While he was asleep... I took advantage of his powers and went to his world. It was all dark and hazy but all I could remember was that fateful encounter.
It was with a very beautiful woman... She had wings too but hers were purely of a dark colour. I guess that he was 'special'.
"A mere immortal like you couldn't possibly live forever to suit his needs. He doesn't need you. You're just fooling yourself! I was supposed to marry him and together we should have taken over the rightful places. You're an obstacle and a disgrace to us! Filthy! How dare you!" The surrounding turned gloomy and I was beaten.
Afterwards I remember wandering around the streets of Japan. Shit it was scary. Everyone really frightened me. Men tried to take advantage of me... Women calling me dirty. Everyone just walked past me without hesitation until I happen to arrive at a beautiful garden where I had forgotten all of my miseries. It was so pure. The lady owning the haven took me in and took care of me till this day.

I woke up with a headache. I must've had a nightmare.