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My Diary,
MY HORRIBLE DREAM: In my pov, For so many months. I've change and my mind is corrupted. Everytime I sleep the dream I receive is hell.. fire everywhere, the oxygen is disgusting, and sins asking for help. I first walk through a bloody path.. and hands that are trees with souls will said "come with us". They reach to grab someone down but I manage to escape... Next path is fireballs falling down to the sins.. the sins scream and cursing God! it was painful my skin was burning but i didn't give up walking through. Next path is a prison for really bad sins.. there's demons/devils with wings flying and guarding the prison.. it was terrifying, their face is hideous and weird.. this time I couldn't continue the path. A demon approach and took me away.. he said "you belong in hell and suffer for internity". I was scared and punch him but he stab me in the heart... I wake up and see myself normal.. and said it's just a dream? I heard a voice said "we'll be guiding you down". I have journey in hell & more coming. You know I I'm trying to help right? I don't want you to fail everything .And now u gonna shamed us .I really hate it when you don't be kind. I will always be kind but you I don't know. You can ask few of my friends if I'm kind. I'm really trying to help u. I also don't like studies but I will still go on with it. Please be good at studies. If you ignore my words, you will regret it when u grow up. Pls don't ever hate any of us. And don't say the word 'stupid' to people. Your friends said all of this kind of words is not good for you. Don't let your friends guide your future. Is your own future. I know you are going to hate me. But pls take my words. I know you still don't understand but in the future you will understand. I will tell u that i have told many of my CW teachers to pray for u and Sarah. I know you guys have a bad time now. But still move forward pls. I also have told daddy abt you guys. I really love you. Sarah sometimes also do bad things to me. Even u hate me but u still love me in the heart. I know you are having a hard time for this moment . Pls don't be all this kind of like following the devil by bits of bits. Then when you finally curst the devil. You will do really bad things like killing innocent people, killing your family, steal things and others more bad things. I wish you understand this. If you still don't I don't know how to help u already.~ You can choose to tell Sarah if u want. Is your choice .. (I'm always the problem):
Love is the first person you think at the morning and when you go to sleep. Love is Encompasses a range of strong and positive Emotional and mental states. Love is being there for someone unconditionally. Love is when you can compromise Love is fish and chips and fries. I think love is animals My compassion for animals is love, Love is a gift and A choice you make everyday. Love is about a feeling that cannot explained Someone who loves you unconditionally and something that I really don't have. What is love? Um I'm still figuring out. I don't know. Love is kind and patient and unwavering. Love is Commitment. Love is giving you guys more homeworks. Love is baby don't hurt me. Love is all about honestly and trust.