Notes

Hey it's me Stephanie I wanted to makes this note because I felt so alone I always feel alone I have no one to talk to except myself and the writing this note I wanted to talk abt how every single one of my friends leaves me out in everything none of my friends talk to me or text me it feels terrible. When I was little I would always talk to my friends like they were my sisters we would always talk but now that we are 12/13 they don't talk to me I talk to them but they never text back even with my new friends they leave me out, that's how alone I am and I just want someone to talk to. I'm always so happy and I want to be happy but sometimes it's to hard to be when u feel alone and sad about it, it's easy for me to type all of this in its easier than a whole school paragraph because I really mean all this stuff I just need someone who cares abt me I care for every single one of my friends and everyone but I don't get that energy back which makes it worst for me. In all of these years I've been this shy nice innocent girl but I can't do this anymore I want people to see who I really am inside and to like me for who I am but it's also hard to be myself without anyone judging me yes I'm nice but btw really nice if there's disgusting and mean people I would just smile cause somewhere inside of me makes me want to do that. But that's not how I really am deep inside I feel like it's just the right thing to do, being nice ofc cause that is what I was taught I've never shared any of my deepest secrets with anyone, not even my parents or anyone, not even my best friends cause I was never taught that way I would always be shy I wrote this note sooner day I could read it when I'm older or I well still keep writing on it ty not for hearing me out see u again, 10/14/21