Notes

Hlo notes.io,
Hope u're fine and not like me of course how u can be like me there is not a single person in this world who loves me but u're the one whom many people love as u seems to be a best friend to them maybe but in my life, there is no one like this hope u're understanding even there is no friend of mine who can be called best friend not b'coz they are bad or what it's just I'm not the one whom they can call a best friend but ya now I'm okay with it as ab mere ko aadat hogayi hai iss sab ki aur mujhe samajh aa gaya hai ki mujhe aise hi rahena hai toh zabardasti apne aapko aise pareshan karna but u know that there is one girl named Mannat in my life and she is the most irritating person in my life as she is the only one who is jealous of everything I have and wants all that what I want or what I earn and moreover she is the one who wants that I should be in control of her that I should just listen or just maybe obey whatever she says or I can say that she is like a person who always tries to give orders to me and want that I should just do whatever she wants and u know that she has nothing of her own like whatever I thinks or do her mother wants that she should also be in that or I can say that she wants that her daughter should just always be ahead of me and I don't know why and u know that she is the person who have a 1000 dozen of attitude only on the basis that she scores good marks than me now u tell me that what happens if I get a mark less than her do I did the biggest sin of my life or in this greedy world only fame is precious either it's by marks or by money. I really don't know how to express whatsoever is going on in my mind or in my heart it is just that I'm feeling very depressed and lonely and u know that u're the 1st person with whom I'm sharing all this and not that it is over it's just a part of it and not even part of it it's just maybe 10% or even less than that now u only tell me that what should I do I just don't know.
Okay so now I think that I should just say u goodbye till our next meeting and hope u remain the one with whom I can share all this.........thnx for listening to me u're the 1st person who has done this thank u so much.......just Luv u.