Notes

okay so haydan im going to try and tell you how much you mean to me and i really hope this puts a smile on your face so here i go,
you mean the world to me i try everyday to show you how much you mean to me because i would do anything to keep you one, in my life aand two, as my boyfriend i know you dont want to think about who you will marry or carry on your life with but i really hope im the one its with you mean everything to me haydan i put your feelings and you in front of me everyday i know i do dumb stufff here and there and it makes you mad but im really trying to be a good girlfriend i think its getting better but any how, you are always on my mind i think about you 24 hours your in my dreams and everything and i know we have our ups and down and all but to be 100 i think were doing pretty good way better then what we was the first time we dated, i wouldnt change anything about you hyadan because your everything i could ever ask for your just perfect for me and i know you think ill find someone better then you but to be 100 theres no one better for me then you ive shared everything from my love to what has happen to me in the past and you really listined and that meant everything to me i normally keep to my self about that but i feel ike i can trust you with everything and i really do believe that, haydan i know im hard to deall with some times but you gotta take me as i am, i have and make mistakes and i really dont think i should change and you shouldnt make me change the only thing you should want to change about me is my last name and make me a mommy to your kids i know you dont think youve met the one your going to marry but i dont think thats the case i just think your scared to fall because your going to get hurt but im telling you what i would never hurt you i would never want to and i really do love you and maybe one day we will be married no one really knows but im just telling you what i see it as, because i see you when i see my life when i get older i see you and kids i dont know what that means yet but all i know is i dont want to see a world with out you because you are my heart my life my lover my everything i dont want no one but you i know you dont think your perfect but when i look at you all i see is a person who is perfect for me, now ima tell you everything i love about you.... i love the way you say my name i love your voice your hugs your kisses the way you love me in the right ways and how you love me when i cant even love my self i love the way you hold my hand and how we play around you ways know how to make me smile no matter what is going on and the way i feel when im with you i get the worse butterflies very and my head it just goes into knots and omg the way you look at me like you have no other thought then makeing me happy just melts my heart but anyway when im with you time just flys its like theres not enough hours in the day to spend with you and i dont care if we hang out for 1-10 hours after you leave i always miss you haydan ive never felt this way about any one and i think its weird and bad because i really dont know what im going to do when you leave me just the thought of you leaving me makes me cry i just dont want to lose you haydan i hope you feel the same way because i dont know how to explain it any more its just like im in my own little world when im with you oh god haydan i love you so much i dont think i could say it enough i love you to the moon and back a million times please i hope this makes your day baby i love you so much ,<3 :)
P.S no one could ever take your spot aka i hate to share XD
Love,
Ashlynn