Notes

i know that your sleeping right now, but i love you. i keep on remebering these things that happened when we wrre younger. and every single time a have a nightmare about something, you are always there protecting me. yesterday in the middle of practice, I remember you bleeding all over the bed because you stood in front of a knife for me. i feel guilty for it. im not worth all that. but thanks. you saved my life. its just scary. i still get scared that mark is going to leave. everybody leaves me. except for you. i dont know if its worth it. hes perfect and i think im in love eith him but why would he feel that way about me. it makes no sense. anyway, i love you so much more than anything. some days it feels like you are all i need, but i know that i cant be in your way forever. sorry if ive been annoying. im trying not to, i really am. i love you marky mark. youre the only one whos ever loved me back


i love you to jai. ill be there when you get home so when can talk ok? i love every moment that i spend with you. you are not annoying. you could never be annoying no matter how hard you try. weve been through a lot. i know that. youve been theough a lot. i thoight it was better not to tell you. i might have been wrong. i dont know. but everything tht you rmenber, just remeber that you were strong enough to get through it. i love you to pieces jaiden benn. you know that. i know its hard, but i love you, abd your bae has a thing for you too. just remember that im always here for you. no matter who im with, you are my top priority. i love you jj.