Notes

SUICIDE

What is suicide?
Suicide is an act of intentionally causing one's own death. Right? Exactly. I'm sure this is an obvious dictionary meaning. But I don't agree with this. In my opinion, Suicide is a kind of expression. Expressing how deep shit one gone through in their life. If you ask me why dictionary has only one meaning that suicide called death means, only morons will express that shit by killing themselves. Don't feel wonder about this topic. Yes, I also gone through deep shit in my life. I call it as FUCKING DEEP SHIT.
This is not a suicide note. This is Suicide.

When have we changed from being scared of a knife cause it might hurt you to it's just an object. Then to damn I wish I could kill with that a person I hate to Oh I wish I could kill me?
Walking past the kitchen you would see the knife that lays gracefully resting on its insulated body without letting its metal powerful edge touch the floor right to the sink after chopping overpriced onions causing your mom's face to become wet.
Strange that this object comes object comes in different shapes, sizes and styles when all its work to destroy.
Let's not talk about the fact that it does good stuff because that's not what we are here for. I'm sorry. U can leave right now if you think it's going to be all nice and have a moral in the end.
It's one of the strange weird places of the mind that exist in the human brain is speaking. Yes we do have it but not really choosing this part to come into light. But it does exist in you. Mind you. It's a very tough task indeed to control this bitch. You know what? It's worth it sometimes taking this part into light. Give it a way at least sometimes. Not out I mean. It's just going to be of no use. Give it the best possible space and you know one that's the maximum space you can give it. Still not understood? IMAGINATION. Let it wander for a while. You can't cage any part of you inside you. There's space for it.
Remember when we watched art shoes on television and were scared in the starting when the guy on the television asked us to use the scissors under the supervision of an adult with safety precautions.? There's some who didn't go forward with the art work just because they were scared that it might hurt them. Wonder if they haven't loved their new hairstyle and the sound of chop chop once at least once in their life to transform into someone better and their most comfortable selves. This was just an example.
Let's back to our knife.