Notes

So I've been thinking long and hard about what to write here, and quite frankly, I knew this was coming. You guys wanted to make moves but you quite frankly had no idea what was going on in my head. The point I'm trying to make is that if you wanted me on your side, you should've at least tried to talk to me. Instead, you guys seem to be following a mindset of making assumptions about people's gameplans, and then being offended in advance despite not making an effort to change it. I won't tell you who did what specifically, because I'm not here to fix your games. That's your choice.

That being said, I will go transparent about one thing: I know what was said in the gamer girlies voice chat. I understand that this is a game and all that, but I feel like the standards on respect you guys set have been quite hypocritical here. I've been called a fool for being completely out of the loop, for making plans that would never work because I never had all pieces of the puzzle. Yet when I use `reeeeee` or press for information because people refuse to say anything to me, it's a problem? I understand the attacks are not personal, but there needs to be consistency.

I'm not one who just calls out people by name and exposes all their wrongdoings for all to see, that's just not who I am. I don't vote based off bitterness, I don't vote based off who I *want* to win. Simply put, everyone here has betrayed me at least 3 times. I can't dish out a punishment like that. That being said, at least 1 of you is making it very hard for me to vote for you at the end, and you'll really have to pick it up. It's now F06. Half of you will be joining me in the juror's courtroom behind the trapdoor. Half of you will be sitting on one of the seats at the final Killing Council.

Similar to Toku, I've been realizing recently that I'm simply not cut out to win any ORGs in my lifetime, and my retirement is coming soon. It won't be this ORG, but I am fairly certain that some day, I'll just concede to a long list of 6ths and 7ths.

With all that out of the way, I'd like to thank you all for this experience. It may not have been fun being stood up, ghosted, and gaslighted by everyone since approximately R03, but I ruined my own game this time, and this is the consequence. Thanks to the hosts too, for putting on this show, and thanks to the spectators who made it a wild ride.

Oh yeah, one last thing: I never took the sacrifice to change my name to something the hosts chose. I did that for fun. HaikuBot is the worst host and the above paragraph does not apply to them.

With all of that out of the way, until next time.

Signed,
Jøsh994