Notes

no kissing for a week, esp tn tho. i hope you're not sick
maybe val is against drugs bc she doesn't even do well with alc so she doesn't think she could handle any drugs (if so, i think it's very responsible
I'm hella biting into this towel
at this point i'm not trying to be hella organized. i just want all our stuff to fit in our bags and not forget anything
I love that you know me so well. it makes me realize how much you actuall y know me
I don't care how sanitary i am. i just want to get this done. is this how you think most of the time?? haha
val has mine hahah
(idk if im just being paranoid or not but)
yes but i feel like we say thank you often so
does this note automatically save when we exit?
spit what out. it hurts but i realized that you're also in pain sometimes too but u don't bitch that much like me i have so much respect for you and i look up to u
me thirsty. my lips are dry, red, and itchy (hurt)
i like to keep my mouth closed bc saliva(idk spell) piles up and i don't like swallowing bc it hurts
or i think maybe little warmer is better than being cold. idk. my mom said sweating is good for you bc that's another way to getting rid of old liquids other than peeing
it hurts a lot to drink but i think itll pay off later bc. its not the sucking, it's the swallowing. maybe until we get better could i eat soft food pls? ri don't think i will have an appetite but yeah. i don't think you need a reminder. now i think about it, everything requires swallowing so no matter what i drink, eat, ... idk but it does hurt when i look up. im guessing maybe covid or some bacteria from the air got in.
I don't want the housemates to be sick. well i don't want you to be sick out of everyone but also the housies. idk how imma go to class and keep up with the assignment
i'm kinda worry and i know you're going to tell me not to worry bc that's the last thing i should do but reality check.
i have so many thoughts
like, i really really don't want my housies to go through this so if you see them, could you tell them that im sick but ig not sick. you're right. if i get covid tested, i def can't go see my parents i think. bc u need clear covid test for two weeks? i think? i think it's kinda less than two weeks now since it's sunday and i'll prob get tested monday? or actually we could go school sunday when we drive down. do u want to stop by school to quickly... could u help me email my professors. i know you don't want to do it now bc we should sleep first (oh nvm). that's what i was thinnking when i proposed the idea in the shower but you shut it down and you make smart decisions all the time. maybe both? what do u think?
professor better. my computer is not charged tho. idk where my phone. idk if it's gettin bigger/hurter(i made up this word) but at the same time i feel like the pain is going away bc (i think) it's bec. sorry before i forget
i lik ehow they sau guam. i know i said that last time too
duffle!! im slow.
idk if you always give me a kiss after i say think you bc u love me or you thought that i gave you the kiss blow, although i meant to say thank you. but yes, blow kiss too :*.
could we make blow kiss and thank you a clear difference so we won't have misunderstandings. thank you: straight down. bow kiss to the side. sorry it hurts for me
---- say i'm super sick because(say some facts to give concrete evidence). say something like i have canker sores and it's been hard for me to sleep and i'm getting tested today. I am thinking to go to the ucsd heath center to get them checked because it's been hard to breathe now also. that'll serve as a proof that i'm not lying. bc remember they even asked my dad's doctor's letter for his cancer? that was the same professor and same class. finish your thoughts first.
--- should i make the situation worse than it is?
--- reminder for me: check message if an or val texted/ make sure they're ok. It's okay if they didn't say anything bc they're prob tired or don't want to be on their phone. (notes for jin: i know it's unecessary to write it down and to even do that but i can't seem to keep my thoughts in my brain for a long time(more than usual (clearly (sorry!)))
--- it's so weird typing every thoughts. or interesting. it feels like im writing a journal.
--- me ice cube you
--- you always take care of me. <3 i appreciate you writing the emails for me even tho you're still kinda rolling. did you want to calm down? i feel A LOT better. .
--- ABSOLUTELY NO KISSING.
--- i think that only works with sAlt water.
--- i know i just should worry about anything bc that'll even make my immune system even lower but i really just hope they didn't get sick, we shares water tube with val. :/

--- imagine if the whole house got covid D: i feel terrible
--- let's take melatonin(idk spell)
--- i secretly love it when you sing but you don't really do that often. My singing and rhythm is terrible but you make me feel comfortable singing. confession: it's actually my insecurity. singing.
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let's try to sleep?