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yk, youre absolutely the best. i love you so so soo much. words cant describe how much i love you. hearing your voice makes me happy. your laugh makes me even happier. when you laugh i smile and i cant stop smiling. calling with you is so much fun. the last time we played roblox while calling was so much fun. and im not talking about yesterday with uh, abi. like, when we played flee the facility. youre also so damn handsome and cute. like dude, what the actually fuck. you have the perfect personality and your also fucking handsome. youre the dream boyfriend. i really wish that i was in your arms rn. so we could cuddle for hours. you never fail to make me smile. like, just by texting me "i love you" makes me smile. and while reading a paragraph that you send me i cant. like, im smiling and sososo happy. i talk and think about you 24/7. my friends always say: you really cant talk about anything else than nik.". AND YES, THATS VERY TRUE. i cant think about a life without you. youre making me the happiest and luckiest girl on earth. like yk, im a veryyy jealous person. and im really trying to be less jealous. when you ask me if im jealous i say no ofc. but mostly its pretty obvi that im jealous. no bcs i get jealous so fast. and im trying not to be but yeah. i cant really help it honestly. ik u think its cute BUT LIKEE, I DONT WANNA BE THE ALWAYS JEALOUS GIRLFRIEND... youre almost never jealous and then you have me, the ,most of the time, jealous girlfriend. AND SOMETIMES YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THAT IM JEALOUS. only if u knew how much times i was jealous today.. were not even gonna talk about that. yk, i never forget the day we got together. it was the best night of my life. i always think back to that day. i would do everything to make you happy. if you feel bad ill try my best to listen to you and help you. talk with you, make u feel better again. im not very good at comforting.. but ofc ill try for you. ill do everything for you. you can ask me anything. if you need anything, just let me know. and btw, thank you so so so much for the dh money. if we would vc then you would hear me scream "THANK YOU SM" like a thousand times. im happy with it, thank you<3. youre the best boyfriend ever. thank you for being there for me. thank you for even existing. when we meet im really gonna hug you for hours. cant you just move to the netherlands 💀. PLEASE. LMAO. ANYWAYS, I HOPE WE CAN CALL MORE OFTEN AND YES, I LOVE U SO MUCH. WORD CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH. TALKING ABOUT CALLING.. TOMORROW?? WHILE PLAYING DH?? LET ME KNOW. YOURE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE<3