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ok so theres this guy and weve "known" each other for approx three years now and i think theres something between us but up till two months ago we had never spoken before but then on Thursday we talked twice and again on friday
and they werent deep conversations or anything just borrowing the notes but there steps in the right direction


and like i dont wanna take it slow just because it took us to make a move and hes graduating next month but at the same i dont wanna mess anything up by going so fast
yknow what i mean like yes we talk but we've had 4 and half conversations in 3 months

and now i feel like were getting more comfortable around each other and arent so scared to approach the other

well we have a class together so weve just been asking for the notes as an excuse
when we had our first conversation i asked him and he seemed really eager almost excited to give them to me
and like the next time he came up to my friend and i and asked her for the notes and thank god she didnt have them so i offered him mine but then on thursday he came up to us asking for either of our notes and i gave them to him and he said hed give them back tm but we saw each other after school and he returned them and i even made him chuckle and smile and then on friday he asked for them again and i know this doesnt sound like much but its been a real struggle between us because hes super shy so intiating something is a really big deal for him

before we talked it would feel like we both wanted to say something to the other but couldnt
so we would just glance at each other but i would get really nervous and try to act nonchalant and casual and i didnt want him to think i wasnt interested but these conversations have given both of a chance to see how the other feels

now that weve talked hopefully he thinks im interested bc hes intiated the past few conversations

go slow or spend as much time together before graduation? hes not going away or anything hes going to a school like 15 mins away from here but we wont see each other everyday and things would change

so im not going to school on wensday bc of APs then again on the following monday and tuesday so should i just keep asking him for the notes or do something more

and now that we have had a few conversations i wanna get the most out of it with out messing it up i love asking for the notes but its not really getting us anywhere