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April 5 Lisa swears to god she never did on her mother and that she has not doing anything,I think sh s on drugs never even saw her like this ,Desiree said she usually yells at her and Hunter goes to bed and watched tv,why does she have the same dudes credit card and 4 phones ,i I would love to believe her , April 6 she comes home from work and tells me why she had 4 phones and made up a story that she thought I would hurt her it’s only for emergency ,and she said she fears for self ,that’s really hurts after 24 1/2 years I am confused with her everyday different story every time I feel better and say what done is done , and she gets me back to being miserable and can’t ,we have to sell this house and do it her way so she can save face for what she says she did not do I am not going to fall for that one again she said I closed door and told me not to lock it I wake up with a black eye or something can my nerves make me swell from being stressed ,call the doctor Volzannina have appointment 4/22 22 and call sports medicine north for my left arm ,every time I go to ortapedic doctor they end up cutting me,then I think how I had no one to help me on all my operations, only the the fist 1 in 1998 my shoulder she actually visited me on my major operation I had my BF girl pick me up she made up something in 2004 and on my back operations she never was there for me multiple days in hospital for someone who did not work she was allways something back then so 2016 knee she actually came to Beverly for the day operation ,I just wish she did break up the without being so cruel so I need to write all the years down and why I will never see her again in my life my daughter is old enough and hears her yell everything this was a. No cruel and abused way to have sit in the house and can’t go see my Brotherlaw at hospital for like Salem back Brad is going pass away and never have a chance to talk or see him again ,first she says oh you can go at night so I can ,shit she has been doing that for almost ten weeks then she says oh you can go so now mood is bad again why don’t she leave and stay with him