Notes

This is part 2. I have to let this out.( well i typed this first cz am mad)

I'm so so so so so mad whenever i think of what happened. I'm so pissed beyond anything you can fucking imagine😡😡😡My blood is boiling with rage. If i ever find out who the fuck this is, i'm destroying that person, i'm ending she/he and i'm not jokingggg..

IM SO FUXKING MAD every fuckiiinnggg time things get perhaps quite okay betweeen us, theres some fucking storm from the outside abt to shake this bond..Is this A DAMN joke god want to test us with..does god want me to convince you by all means its not me. wtf is this shit!!! i'm frustrated and pissed asf

the more i thnk abt the chat the more i want punch the wall.. yes, that person seems to take it personally with u and u mentioned how i block people or del an acc, yes which i do smtimes, and it points out to me which makes me so infuriated aaaaaaaaa🤬🤬..
my only def, and listen to me carefully, is that i'm not that much of a dumbass cmon..yes i typed an A by accident in dojacatA, bt that's cz am goofy not an idiot.
My 'thing' is arriving to you in a couple of days, and the whole point of our time apart is to heal and to come out AS BETTER PERSON, so why in the hell would i jeoperdize all of this!!!just why???so i  ruin any chance btwn us, by literally acting like 'myself' on text. first off i def don't type like this 😑, and scnd the moment u said 'diren' i ddnt backoff in fear, but kept going on and on..think abt it for a second pls!
You know me, you know first of all i'm not a fucking idiot and also, if i have something against you, imma ask you directly 😭 not act like a coward wtf..if i hv a question i'll ask u directly
my mental health is too fragile to entertain such toxic drama.i jst cant :/ ..

pffff am so fkn enraged..its like another fkn layer of test on top of everything else for me to pass...it's so fkn hard 😢😢 it is. I jst saw that this morning on yt, and i would literally buy a heart rate monitor, and hook it to myself and u ask me the same question face to face to see if i lie..

i hope with time you realise i'm not that lame of a person, and i will never hurt you, and if i ever have an evil plan, cmon 😑 i'm much more creative than this *sigh*

i'm aware telling the truth might get you closer than denying it, but i'm telln u for 1 billion times, its NOT ME...why? bc im too scared to lose u 🙁 i wouldnt do this shit at all..there u go i said it pfff..i wouldn't n never commited to such classless act to get umm...pleasure frm hurting you..fuck no. i'm still in disbelief that this hppned. so unfair