Notes

People always get hyper at first knowing me, but then all of them one by one left me.
Am i that boring?

To say i'm sensitive
Have u gotten a mirror to see yourself and watch what you're saying?
I'm sorry but at-least that indicates i still have feelings for others.
I'm not someone who easily cry over something.

If i'm so sensitive
I'll be crying so hard for all of my ex-es
But no, i only cried for a day with all of my ex-es
And look at me, begging you like a poor while crying over someone that maybe don't deserve me.
There's a million reasons why i should give you up, but yet here i am.

To threaten me so i won't cry
It's like telling someone to shut up when they're in labor.

You said it's so rare to find a girl like me.
But yet it's yourself who's leaving first
So many promises you had made
But yet so many promises that you broke.

I hope you learn your lesson
Calculate & think before you decide to get in a relationship, whether it's serious or just a one-time thing.
Calculate, for next year or whenever it is, whether you have the time or not.

I respect the idea that you need your time for study, working, resting, and play with your friend.
But what i don't get is
If you were so busy, why some of your friends still got the time for their loved one?
How can you change within a night?
Say i'm clingy
But seeing our old conversation
It's so different, you were excited to talk with me
Where are you now?
Did you hate me that much? That you don't even act like you love me?
What did i do wrong to you

You said that i always blame you for every fight that we had
Do you think i never blame myself?
Think that i'm too clingy?
Think that i'm such a bitch?
Think that i'm too sensitive?
All i did & say seems to be always wrong

I hope you're happy & satisfied, whoever it is who has sent you a confession, i bet s/he is clapping right now, knowing nobody owns you now.
This has gotten to the level where i'm so outrageous that i hope someone will turn or let you down.

If you know that you don't have the time to be in a relationship, then don't threaten someone to break up with someone else within a week. You may not remember this, but i remember exactly the conversation.
You said you'll leave me if i didn't break him up within week (or i must say 3 days), and now? after i broke somebody else heart, change into a girl character (which i always hate because i'll get ignored often)? You're fucking leaving me.
If this wasn't enough for you to catch here to make it simple: you let me down so much after all of the love i gave and you promise to always love me.

I hope your future/currently REAL gf doesn't expect too much from you.
Since REAL means first but you don't act like ones and i'm nothing :)

You have the time to chat with your ex, but you don't even want to chat if we broke up :) claps. maybe you'll delete all of your social media account so i won't reach you. don't bother.

You easily change for some works or problems that you make yourself to lose people that loves you.
And the time you realize it, POOF all of them already gone

It's up to you darling :) you want me to be normal with you, or be a sociopath with you :) i can easily track you down whenever i want, and wherever you are, even when you disappear from my sight :)
just remember, if in the future, something bothers you, that's me.