Notes

okay, lets start with calla. calla yelled at me twice, and its against my boundaries to yell at me because it puts me into a panic attack. while texting yesterday, i had a panic attack due to overwhelming and it was very obvious i struggled to keep calm. calla has done so many things to me, but i cant even talk to anybody about it because i barely have any friends. lets start with a few situations. if yk the tubblogic situation, i lost EVERYBODY due to that. calla knew the reason i was friends w tubblogic. tubblogic had literally peer pressured me into blocking / banning people and doing things i didnt want to do. tubblogic also had all my info like state / city, deadname,accounts, parents socials, face , etc and i still live in fear theyre going to doxx me. calla knew what tubblogic had done tome, but yet still painted me as the bad person. thats one of things calla has done. 2. calla has literally gotten me sent death threats and ive STILL havent gotten an apology. and yes i have proof. basically, calla saw this appreciation video i made for snick (goes by apollo now) and sent it in their first ever server (minx eaters editing grp) and said "comment whatever u want, idgaf" wanting me to get hate. i have the ss for this actually, and someone said "can i tell them to kys" (them as in me). i still havent gotten my apology and calla is calling me a liar even thought i have CLEAR EVIDENCE. 3. calla allowed my info to get leaked. people started leaking my face and shit, and all calla did was laugh? calla laughed and made fun of how i looked. my deadname got leaked, and im sure calla knew due to the fact thats what i went by in quackgenics server in early june / july. still havent gotten apologies. 4. calla literally manipulated / gaslighted me and when i confronted calla, calla had told me i was wrong. calla had manipulated me into thinking i had said the t slur, although i didnt and calla knew that. calla took advantage of the fact i've been manipulated so many times just to do it smileself. 5. calla literally LIED abt me saying the t slur and calla was VERY aware i never said it. when i tried to defend myself, i got silenced and pressured into de-activating. once i did deactivate, i got attacked. no big surprise. 6. calla had literally befriended most of my manipulators, and this is where im going to end about calla and xai comes in. calla had befriended 2 of my manipulators known as val, (if im not wrong, goes by el now), and well xai ofc. el had sent their friend to tell me to stop them from $hing, and el said smth beyond the lines "after everything i did to you, this is how you treat me?". and i can get the ss. now, xai. xai and calla have both traumatized me online. xai was one of the people who actually leaked my deadname in the first place. xai had used me for info because he knew i was alone and had nobody else. he also knew i had trust issues, which i first got from him. xai leaked all my accs, my face, deadname, etc. xai RECENTLY manipulated / guilttripped me and i have the ss. xai would always vent to me abt his personal problems which were very triggering mentions. he would invalidate my feelings by saying "well u dont want to __ because that's what i did." xai had then lied abt me manipulating him and took out of context ss to make me look shitty.