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Hi remember that girl who asked you advice for her Spanish exam and advice on GCSE's. Yeh? Well it's her again. I dunno what's wrong but I really do want just some guy to talk to and be crazy and weird with. In school right there is this guy who used to sit next to me in English last year and he was so immature and annoying at times but because in class we worked alright with each other, the teacher didn't move us two apart. And the fact i got him to focus on his work and tell him to shut up when the teacher was talking, it was another reason why the teacher didn't move us apart. He would try to annoy me and pull a prank but i used to get him back by stabbing him in the knee with a pen. His reaction was really funny doe. And soon i started to realise he used to get jealous of me when I ALWAYS did better than him in tests or work. He even used to admit it to me as well. I asked him one day what he really thought about me and he said "I think you're clever and cool and you're safe :)" And it was like aww that's cute :3 This year we weren't in the same English class bc i moved up & i think he did get a bit jealous but he would then try to make me jealous bc he's in better set then me in science but idc bc my target is an A grade. Anyway somehow we're in the same set for math and for almost 3 months. The teacher made him sit at the front. Near where I sit and we do talk just about work and random crap a few times but it just had me thinking...is this suppose to happen? And remember when I had my Spanish exam. That whole week I went to the library to revise at break & lunch and if we had math before breaks me and him would just go together but i didn't sit next to him bc i knew he would just talk to me & we both would not get any revision done. But he woud just still talk to me and walk to me from where he said just to talk about random crap. And if we had math after the breaks we sorta walked together and some people even one of my friends was like "YOU TWO BOTH SUIT TOGETHER!!", we just shake it off doe, my other friends think he's an idiot but, i like him just as an idiot. Everyone takes the mic out of him being an embarrassment and weirdo but he actually is and can be down to earth..well i think with me he can. I think he just wants us to sorta be like good friends. But i'm so confused and I don't know what to do argh.