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Hey Noor!

How's it going? I hope you're doing very well. Like I said, I'm positive that you won’t even know that I actually exist in life lol, but let me tell you how happy am I to hear about what you grew up to be. I’m actually a cousin of yours. I remember when we were little kids. You, me, Hassan, your sisters, Shoug, Banna and everyone else used to play with each others. I remember everything vividly and to sound even more creepy lol, I remember how you looked like and how you talked! :P You were this shy pretty little girl and I, well I wasn't that shy but unfortunately I grew up to be. It seems alright, but it's actually not. It’s really frightening that a 20 years old boy is shy to the point that he stays behind curtains from everyone. I don't wanna make it as an excuse because I am actually really embarrassed to make it sounds like one. I became shy to the point that I can't visit my sick uncle or aunt, and even to the point that I can’t visit my dad god bless his soul while he was sick in the hospital! Can you imagine being shy from your own father?! It breaks my heart when I see my aunt Aisha breaks down into tears when she sees me occasionally, or when she asks about me when I’m not around. I don't know if anyone has an idea that I'm a horrible person or not because I’m really not! :( Enough about me. I am pretty sure you grew up to be a perfect young lady. I don’t want it sound like I’m stalking you, but everything I hear about you from my sisters and mom is good. You grew up to be well-educated, very smart and polite young girl. Not only you, even your sister Maryam who graduated recently and Hassan one of my best childhood friends lol they all grew up to be good people. Words can’t describe how happy I’m for you and your family. I don’t really know what else to say. I just thought I’d say something to you. If you haven’t figured out who am I, yet, and you wanna know who is this e-mail at [email protected] because I don’t wanna be rude and leave you hangin’. I hope this have brightened your day, made your night or whatever. Take good care of yourself.