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math

TOMORROW:
driving lesson (maybe with mave)
tsushima/theOne
good place finale with dad
behind her eyes finale with mave
maybe among us with the others and kylqu


alicia confidence
MA plans, writing so much (remember working on PA)
how much i wanna be together with him and see him nude
memories with him
have to be confident and courageous and talk to him, or thatll never happen
we had fun goofing around, but i really wanted to kinda caress his leg or hug him in a really gay way
sebi and him not being a virgin anymore, i also wanna have my first time
would he even like me naked, being together and sneaking around, teasing others, having our secret would be so fun
tell flori about kilqu or nick
how does niggls feel bout being 19 soon, still a virgin, i laughed super hard with florine today but im still in love with him the same could apply when hes having so much fun with daniele, how could my confession to him go, i would be so proud to tell people that i have a boyfriend, we are kinda made for each other (at least i think so), i would be the happiest guy in the world being together with him, we could do romantic stuff that even other couples would be jealous, being so horny for someone and wanting to sleep with them, i wanna do it with him
we laughed a lot together and he sat down with me during lunch, he couldve easily sat with daniele, we walked down and laughed so much when he said hell try to get his MA 90 percent done by the summer holidays
when florine was sitting so close to him during my birthday party, every normal guy ever, or at least the ones that are confident, which he always acts like, would put their arm around the girl, unless of course hes not straight, or when ami put her fuking head on his fuking lap at alicias party and he didnt give a fuck, every guy would get excited
being together with him, i could just kiss him, put my arm around him, stroke him, put my hand under his shirt or caress his leg whenever i want and it wouldnt be weird and he could do the same
i wanna do MA together with him these holidays which he said wasnt a bad idea so he kinda agreed already, a behind her eyes marathon, go to lil korea or nanamen with him, maybe aquabasilea with him, maybe IT 1 and 2 with him, find out how he feels about florine/girls//me/guys
i love him so much, wanna see him naked, stroke his pubes, make out with him, hold hands, go on dates with him
soon flori and niggls will both bike to school and ill be alone, at least i wont have to be worried about them falling in love on the ride home i suppose, she seems semi annoyed by him and hes just not into girls somehow
honestly he still needs to explain his situation with florine to me, if he wasnt attracted to her, why didnt he make that clear, why did he randomly hug her a couple of times, why did dan think they were together, why were they touching so much at my party, why did petra comment on them like they were a couple, why did she have his hoodie
he gave me those really cute chocolateCereal things for my birthday, which was really sweet
wanna sleep with him and then be super confident, talk about how were "men" now and just love each other so much, we could go to each others places after school, study together, then make out, how would teachers react
all the danganronpa nostalgia with mom is just so amazing, she knows all the names, im so proud of her
think about the WhatYourDRShipSaysAboutYou video and all the nostalgia it has and relationship types as ideas for my own anime, relationship of me with niggls, someone secretly liking someone, me liking him for soooooo long, hes very nice but i feel like he doesnt deserve that much admiration, maybe he likes me too tho, how would he react it would probably be very awkward and he wouldnt know how to act but would try to be kind and respectful
i love higurashi so much, the nostalgia is so insane, takano is such an amazing character, im so happy gou will have even more episodes, but i will have to do MA during that time which is terrible but i will manage
i can have a wonderful life, with or without niklas, with my family and my friends and my passion for fiction