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Why does it have to be like this, why cant i just have a calm day or even a relaxing day, well ill tell you. if shes home i get woken up to do the things she asks even if its just three in the morning, then when she wakes up for the day she complains about everything, she tries to act like she does everything but she doesn't, all she does is go to work and sit at a computer all day and gets to anything as long as she does her job, but im not sayings she doesn't work hard, she takes way to much credit for shit she doesn't even do. she says she doesn't have anything, she has more clothes then anyone in the house, shes the only one who can really make money, she acts like when she comes home its not earlier then what time shes supposed to still be at work, she dosent even clean or take care of her dog or any of the animals for that matter, me and my sister do it all my other sibling just leaves and does temporary live in babysitter. i hate being treated like im not shit, she only cares about me if im with someone so she doesnt look like a bad mom, she acts like i dont do everything for her since day one. if i had the courage to just end it all then i just might, she stresses me out, she makes me feel so trapped and frustrated. all she does is take and take and take, she doesnt even go get the groshies me and my sister do, she doesnt cook either, its everyone for themseleves but we have to feed her and we have to wash her clothes and we have to clean her house and her room we have to take the dogs out we have to keep the litter clean we are expected everything she askes of us but when we barly ask for something she wants to complain so we just say its fine, but when she does get it she compains about getting it later or says she has nothing and tries to act like we dont do anything for her,