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Hi there!

My name is Zain. This is a message from me, to you, the reader, who hopefully is Afnan Rehman. if it isn't, I can't stop you from reading it, but please don't

So, Afnan, there's a problem. Ilobai came to me yesterday, stressed, worried, because he thinks he perhaps has annoyed you, or pissed you off, he told me that he's been speaking to afnan recently and she's been very annoyed with him lately. He cares deeply about that, and worries that he's done something wrong, and is also worried that asking you about it may make things worse, if he comes across as clingy, a burden, etc. He also specifically said he wants to make sure he doesn't do anything to influence your decisions, and for them to all be your own.

Talking to him, i assured him not to worry, and that I'd tell you about it, since it's quite hard for YOU to speak to him directly. He's unsure what to do, he thinks he's overthinking stuff, when I got him that food yesterday it was because he seemed really down on a discord call earlier today and I was worried about him, and this may have been the cause.

Now, what I'm not doing is trying to make you feel guilty, though knowing you, you could very well feel like shit now because of it. That's not the intention, and it isn't entirely your fault, more so the circumstance you've been put in. i'm not here to tell you what to do, what to say, etc, a mutual goal me and Ilobai have seems to be to let you make your own decisions. When I spoke to you before, at like, 1am you told me how you wish for things to end, not abruptly, but naturally. I understand where you were coming from, and I again, do not judge you for it. What I'm wondering, is if him seeing you as more annoyed is because of that, or if it wasn't. I'm really not making my point clear here am I

oh god this isnt concise at all

EENNNYYYWAYY, afnan, I just wanted to inform you of this, because unlike how i used to be before, i'm not interested in telling both parties what the others are thinking slyly, like i once did, but instead told Ilobai that I would talk to you about this, and if you wish, you could talk to him somehow, and if you decide to send like, perhaps a document like this, I swear upon our friendship i won't read a word of it.

But yeah, that's all I really had to say, I don't know if things will come to an end, hopefully they don't, but if they do, i'm here to support you, i'm sure everyone will, no matter when or how it happens, but I very much hope that's just a worst case scenario and that you two can settle this quite easily.

He cares for you. He's a good person, annoyingly, and i worry that he's going to worry too much about this, that's why I'm telling you this, why I was willing to in the first place, i want to help both of you.

anyway
Kind Regards
Zain

yes i ended that like an email.
zain out