Notes

d new yr night after u wished dat day i told was feeling empty n sm other shit so it continued d nxt whole day idk y n while after i told i was feeling dat n maybe it was new yr i could already sense dat i was first of dis is jst too embarissing but to say right so yeh i was already crying on d inside think bout losing ya + dat ranjha spring day aitai was on loop it jst messed up n uk it won't take me long to tear wn i think bout losing u so yeh maybe i cried or teared cuz of dat it was hurting near my heart bit more w dat othr part was constantly despising myself d mess of trouble i'm right n i knew if any more shit thoughts i get its gonna get worse which my bad i asked bout dat girl u follow on insta wteva frm dat moment d ache near my heart bcm unbearable my head started hurting too much was a mess told gn then i couldn't stop d thoughts in my head which lead to more phy pain uk if i mentally if i think too much my body starts aching dat happened w all dis shit so i didn't sleep dat night was jst hurting in pain silent cry as usual which i might again hv happened during d day n night time of 1 jan lol
sry for not telling wn i was already in tears b4 u even wish new yr cuz obv idw ruin ur day hence was quiet