Notes

i dont like bothering anyone so i just hsut up sometimesi wanna know the reason for that statement

i think i m not willing to explain whats happening most of the time so i end up not telling anyone anything

also i feel that no one really can help u so why ruin someone else's vibe by botheing them with ur own baggage

hi
You12:00 AM
hi resham
Resham Bahira12:01 AM
hi
You12:01 AM
wait why can i see that ur pfp is same as mine
is that a glitch?
Resham Bahira12:02 AM
yes ig
You12:03 AM
u wanted to see me? see all that u want coz i dont think ill get time to call everyday from tomorrow,
Resham Bahira12:03 AM
y were u stalking me today
its okay
ik
You12:04 AM
ill text you though
Resham Bahira12:04 AM
thats y i said yes today
You12:04 AM
i wasnt stalking
i was just missing u
Resham Bahira12:04 AM
aww ik
You12:04 AM
so idk how i landed on your instagram
Resham Bahira12:05 AM
n when i saw that i couldnt stop smiling
You12:05 AM
saw what? me liking those two pics?
Resham Bahira12:05 AM
yes
You12:06 AM
ill take my time to like all of your pictures
Resham Bahira12:06 AM
okay
You12:07 AM
that story you posted, i hope you are okay, actually ik u arent okay, no one is
Resham Bahira12:07 AM
yes im fine
You12:07 AM
good
Resham Bahira12:08 AM
yes
You12:08 AM
that was just me overthinking, ignore those
Resham Bahira12:08 AM
okay idk what to say
You12:08 AM
okay
Resham Bahira12:09 AM
u got infectious smile
You12:09 AM
i smile coz of u
Resham Bahira12:10 AM
n i smile cos of u
stopp itttt
You12:10 AM
yeah see i started smiling instead of replying
Resham Bahira12:10 AM
yess
so u will wake up by 8 tom
You12:11 AM
im wondering if id be able to talk to u if we had different music taste
yeah
Resham Bahira12:12 AM
idk
You12:12 AM
id be super cheesy ig
lol
Resham Bahira12:12 AM
idk u got good energy
You12:13 AM
ur that good energy
Resham Bahira12:13 AM
or else i think i would have never continued talkingthat night
lol
You12:14 AM
yeah
Resham Bahira12:14 AM
yes
You12:14 AM
idk ig u were dumb that night to continue
Resham Bahira12:15 AM
y
it was my good luck ig
You12:15 AM
see what it lead to
Resham Bahira12:16 AM
yes ik what it lead to so idts i was dumb
You12:16 AM
great u failed me at pranking u
Resham Bahira12:16 AM
wht
You12:17 AM
i was just gonna say how good my days have been since the day i met u virtuallly
Resham Bahira12:18 AM
ik i have felt good since i met u
Resham Bahira12:19 AM
i was just wondering if i wanna talk to my friends abt u what m i supposed to say if someone asks where did i meet u
You12:20 AM
if you find any trek youd like to go to, let me know. Id be super happy to accompany
Resham Bahira12:20 AM
okay sure
You12:20 AM
why whos gonna ask? where did you meet your bf? lol not there yet
um we gotta think where we met
Resham Bahira12:21 AM
yes
You12:21 AM
cant it be just our first meeting
at dadar
Resham Bahira12:21 AM
thats obvious question ur close ones would ask
wdym
You12:22 AM
i wont contact you when i arrive, ill find u
no that would be to naive
Resham Bahira12:22 AM
itso u really wanna play hide n seek
You12:23 AM
that was how it was decided right
Resham Bahira12:23 AM
yes
You12:23 AM
let it be that way
Resham Bahira12:23 AM
noooo but its not abt thatttt
You12:23 AM
okay about how we met, we need to think
whats it about then?
Resham Bahira12:24 AM
msaying what m i supposed to say if someone questions how did i meet u
dont think too much
You12:25 AM
im gonna think
Resham Bahira12:25 AM
okay
have u seen beautiful boy
You12:25 AM
im unable to think of anything
no i havnt seen
Resham Bahira12:26 AM
y u never saw urself in mirror
You12:26 AM
i legit thought that was a movie
Resham Bahira12:26 AM
lol
it is. amovie
You12:27 AM
youre good, like really good
Resham Bahira12:27 AM
not kidding but u are beautiful too
You12:27 AM
i need to think about how we met soon now
Resham Bahira12:28 AM
calm down
its a good movie but
You12:28 AM
youre super sweet, slow down or ill say those 3 words
ill watch it
someday
Resham Bahira12:29 AM
okayy sir but m i not supposed to appreciate u
yes
You12:29 AM
i appreciate you
thats how it works
Resham Bahira12:30 AM
not really
You12:30 AM
im kidding, you can appreciate or say whatever u want to
Resham Bahira12:30 AM
ikkk
You12:31 AM
but give me a warning
Resham Bahira12:31 AM
wht
wht warning
You12:31 AM
before you say something super cute give me a warning
Resham Bahira12:32 AM
its not that i plan
it just comes
so sorry no warnings
You12:32 AM
nice
if i reply with what im thinking u cant turn off ur cam
Resham Bahira12:33 AM
okay
i will note that
what are u listening to
You12:34 AM
nothing
ill play something now
Resham Bahira12:34 AM
umm okay
do u wear headphones sometimes to avoid ppl
ok
You12:35 AM
then id never wear them when im w you
Resham Bahira12:35 AM
no m saying generally
You12:36 AM
sometimes i do if
ig
Resham Bahira12:36 AM
okay
You12:36 AM
its not like i want to avoid people
i just prefer good music and my thoughts
Resham Bahira12:37 AM
okayy
You12:37 AM
u get prettier every time i look at you
Resham Bahira12:37 AM
okayy thankyou
You12:37 AM
wish i could freeze and save that smile
Resham Bahira12:38 AM
u are being tooo cute ryt now
You12:38 AM
u want me to get serious and somewhat sad
Resham Bahira12:39 AM
noooooo
You12:39 AM
yeah keep smiling then
Resham Bahira12:39 AM
y would i wnt u to be sad
You12:39 AM
im gonna be a little serious from tomorrow
Resham Bahira12:39 AM
serious abt
You12:39 AM
everything
Resham Bahira12:39 AM
ur studies
oaky
You12:40 AM
ik you wouldnt want me to be sad
Resham Bahira12:40 AM
good for u
yes
You12:41 AM
can u think of anything? about how we met?
Resham Bahira12:41 AM
no
just makes me laugh
10,000hours by jb
You12:42 AM
i cant stand not having an answer
playing
Resham Bahira12:43 AM
okay mayb we will come up with somethink u dont have to stress abt it
You12:43 AM
im not stressing
thinking about anything related to u is fun
Resham Bahira12:44 AM
at first i couldnt process how we met n what it is leading to
You12:44 AM
idts
Resham Bahira12:45 AM
but now m just okay with it m glad i met u
You12:45 AM
i was really positive about u from the start for some reason
Resham Bahira12:46 AM
i would never continue talkin to anyone on that app
You12:46 AM
aslo follow up question: what is it(our meeting) leading to or where are we now?
yeah i cant go there even if i tried
Resham Bahira12:46 AM
idk hoping its good
You12:47 AM
yeah its really good
you sure u wanna continue to move ahead?
Resham Bahira12:47 AM
wau
You12:47 AM
yes
Resham Bahira12:47 AM
yes ig
You12:48 AM
okay im very positive about it
Resham Bahira12:49 AM
okay
sometimes i just wanns look at u
You12:50 AM
yeah me too
also i wanna know you better than anyone else
Resham Bahira12:51 AM
eventually we will
You12:51 AM
idk how comfortable that is for you but yeah id like for me know ur feeling or what u r thinking just by looking at ur face
i say too much
Resham Bahira12:52 AM
i just think m hard to deal with
You12:52 AM
i dont like easy
Resham Bahira12:52 AM
i dont like bothering anyone so i just hsut up sometimes
u dont like easy huh
You12:53 AM
yeah i dont
and you are not a hard to deal with
Resham Bahira12:53 AM
mayb
i was going to tell u. asong but my dumbass forgot
You12:54 AM
i dont like bothering anyone so i just hsut up sometimesi wanna know the reason for that statement
not now
whenever its time
Resham Bahira12:55 AM
okay
ummmm
Resham Bahira12:56 AM
i think i m not willing to explain whats happening most of the time so i end up not telling anyone anything
You12:57 AM
ive observed that face fairly enough ig, your subconsciously make a face that doesnt make me feel worried
its not ur usual resting face
its just different
Resham Bahira12:57 AM
also i feel that no one really can help u so why ruin someone else's vibe by botheing them with ur own baggage
You12:57 AM
i might be completelywrong here but thats what i feel
also i feel that no one really can help u so why ruin someone else's vibe by botheing them with ur own baggage - thats where i come in
Resham Bahira12:58 AM
u come in ?
You12:59 AM
yeah i come in to ask you to ruin my vibe
ill take notes literally
Resham Bahira12:59 AM
y do u have to be so good
idk what to say u are way too nice idk whether i deserve u
You1:00 AM
idk. ik i care for you, i barely care about anyone so early
id say you deserve me but its your decision to make
Resham Bahira1:01 AM
umm yes
i just wanna sit next to u ryt now
Resham Bahira1:03 AM
what are u thinking
You1:03 AM
thatd be perfect
Resham Bahira1:03 AM
its 1
You1:03 AM
idc
Resham Bahira1:03 AM
go sleep or u gonna sleep in lecs tom
You1:04 AM
you listen to joji?
Resham Bahira1:04 AM
no
You1:04 AM
i can survive on 6 hours of sleep
Resham Bahira1:05 AM
lemme know whenver u are
You1:05 AM
listen to ew-joji idk if youll like it
Resham Bahira1:05 AM
ok
Resham Bahira1:06 AM
that day u asked me which college im in did i twllu
You1:06 AM
sies
the guys in that college are lucky
You1:07 AM
getting to see you pretty much daily is a blessing
Resham Bahira1:08 AM
its too good
the song
lol
no
You1:09 AM
yes
im glad u liked the song
Resham Bahira1:09 AM
yess
You1:10 AM
should i go back to talking serious stuff?
Resham Bahira1:10 AM
idm
You1:10 AM
yeah i get lost
youre gonna have to lead me a lot
Resham Bahira1:10 AM
i get lost too
it was my network
You1:12 AM
ill help you anytime u get lost, resham
Resham Bahira1:12 AM
bnuit i will lead u whenever i can
okaaayy
You1:13 AM
im not sure what should i ask
Resham Bahira1:13 AM
umm ok
u think a lot
You1:13 AM
yeah
Resham Bahira1:13 AM
n evben u keep ur thoughts to urself
You1:13 AM
i do
Resham Bahira1:14 AM
i dont think u are any diff than me
You1:14 AM
but i havnt had any thoughts since a week
Resham Bahira1:14 AM
y so
You1:15 AM
yeah we both have beautiful, dark, twisted minds and id like to get to know your mind someday
Resham Bahira1:15 AM
yes i would like to know u better
You1:16 AM
y so - i met this girl and im genuinely happy since the day i met her
Resham Bahira1:17 AM
i m glad i make u happy
or feel better
You1:18 AM
u make everything better
Resham Bahira1:18 AM
are we in some movie
You1:19 AM
yeah, its nice
Resham Bahira1:19 AM
y are u so good with replies
You1:19 AM
im good as a boyfriend too, try me
Resham Bahira1:19 AM
if this chat was saved somewhere m damn sure i would read it again n think abrt you
comee backkkk i wannna see u
You1:20 AM
youre beautiful
Resham Bahira1:20 AM
u are giving me too many butrerflies
n idk whether m good for u
i k u are good
You1:21 AM
youre doing the same to me maam, not same actually 10 times more
why do you think u arent good for me?
Resham Bahira1:22 AM
idk
You1:22 AM
think
Resham Bahira1:22 AM
i dont have answer
You1:22 AM
im not this stubborn but i want an answer today
Resham Bahira1:23 AM
okay
its just what i feel
You1:23 AM
whats the worst you could do to me?
fyi im ready to go throght anything
through*
Resham Bahira1:24 AM
mayb it comes form my past relationship

You1:25 AM
can i see u
Resham Bahira1:25 AM
yes
You1:26 AM
u okay with talking about ur past relationship?
Resham Bahira1:26 AM
yes
You1:26 AM
u sure?
Resham Bahira1:26 AM
yes
You1:27 AM
okay idc whatever it is from that relationship that makes u feel like you arent good for me
Resham Bahira1:27 AM
okayyy
idk what to say
You1:28 AM
but i wanna know why do u feel that? u think you got any flaws in u?
Resham Bahira1:28 AM
can u please tell me what are u thinking
You1:29 AM
im thinking how you were like before that relationship
Resham Bahira1:29 AM
i was a kid before that
oviously i got flaws m not perfect
You1:30 AM
rn you are like u want to be in love/love but you feel u r not worthy of it or it wont happen. also im not talkine about myself anywhere in there
you think those flaws are bad for me?
Resham Bahira1:31 AM
wtf are u
m not kidding
You1:31 AM
i was sent to heal u
to heal you from yourself
Resham Bahira1:32 AM
do u have some kind of telepathic power
You1:32 AM
youre being too hard on yourself
Resham Bahira1:32 AM
dont smile
tell me
You1:33 AM
lol i have a hard time talking to people, i connect w u well that might be the telepathic power
Resham Bahira1:33 AM
u are connecting too well
what u said is trye
true
You1:35 AM
um u wanna tell me what are those non existent flaws or whatever it id from ur past relationship that bothers you
u dont have to if u arent comfortable
Resham Bahira1:36 AM
not ryt now someday i will
You1:36 AM
i understand
Resham Bahira1:36 AM
thankyou sweet creature
You1:37 AM
idk whether m good for u - i dont want to hear that again okay
ill drop that topic now
Resham Bahira1:37 AM
okay
u are just making me like u more day by day
You1:37 AM
u remember that thought i had when i was thinking about love
it is kinda same as what u said
u wanna know?
Resham Bahira1:39 AM
yes if u are comfortable talking abt it
You1:39 AM
yeah
u asked me if someone broke my heart
i said no one did
so im very comfortable talking a bou it
Resham Bahira1:40 AM
okay
so tell me abt it