Notes

Hello there, good morning. Yesterday by not talking to you made me realize something about why I’ve cherished every moment getting to know you and to become your friend.
It’s none of those reasons I’ve told you before it’s more than that.
The real reason is it’s the loving nature that you spread when you’re around. I have met tons of female’s and none of them compared to your personality and heart that you have.
I fully respect everything about you, you’re a wonderful person and I mean that from the heart.
You’re literally the complete opposite of me lol.
I’ve grown to be cold towards people, I just feel like people are a waste of time because they’ll always screw you over.
So what I mainly do is screw them over before I get screwed over.
I could never imagine doing any of that to you/Which is a first.

Now I guess you deserve an explanation on why I do get angry at you at times.
Well here's why.

There was a girl I've known for years, we were close friends for awhile then she decided she wanted to become more than friends, So i decided to give it a shot. Everything was all fine and dandy for awhile then out of nowhere everything changed in a blink of an eye. What was good turned into bad and ever since that day I've had no respect for females. & Especially in the environment that I lived in too didn't help either.

What I'm trying to say is I fear that we could become really close then out of nowhere we're enemies. But on the bright side I suppose you are actually the first person I've opened up to since that incidence.

P.S. You're actually the first person that I've acctually looked at from a difference perspective other than looks. You're beautiful inside and out, that's something I've never seen in a person before.
Now that I've opened up to you it could make things strange, could ruin a friendship could improve it or whatever. But it's something that I thought you deserved to hear and get to know some answers that you've asked.

But I'm not going to lie to you, if I would've known you in a earlier state in my life my goals would've probably been to just try to smash and stop talking to you lol. But it's nowhere near in that nature now. I would rather spend time with you and cherish the good moment's instead of fueling up bad moments.

I thank you for giving me that warm presence, it's something that I truly needed in my life.
But I'm pretty sure you get a lot of thanks for your good heart.

Now you've seen a side of me that nobody else has.
Congratulations.
Lol