Notes

You have not yet told me if you are done, and I wrote most of this note with some new things I added. If you think are are not done, and you get this link, say "not yet" and stop reading. If you think we are done, continue reading. If you don't read until the end for whatever reason, just please tell me when you stopped.


(update, after writing the note, I said fuck it at the bottom. you can skip everything, I can't write this.)

little farther down


warmer


almost there Sel

here we are:
I don't even know how to start this note.

It is currently 9:30 am, July 23rd 2020. Neither of us have entered Hypixel since the 21st, and I am not doing well. I have gotten roughly 4 hours of sleep each night for the last three nights. Also have not eaten since the 20th. It's not that I'm hungry or anything. I just don't have the desire to eat or do anything. I don't feel sad. Just empty. But I cannot tell you why because I don't know. Maybe putting everything out there and still failing, I really don't know.

no
fuck it. There is nothing I could write in this note you don't already know. And there is no way for me to express my feelings to you. They are too strong, words can't describe them. Im not losing you.