Notes

o Yeah you wont care and yeah I maybe will care if we weren't and yeah this message is dramatic and random but id rather have a friend that actually cares then one that doesn't.k so I'm just gonna get on with it. You have been drifting away a lot and an example of that is you not answering my messages? just to put out there, I have a lot of different personality's online because well I only have one in real life and I act wayy different online like how I do to you and I know I have said that once I think but its true and this isn't a drama filled long message of sorrows to spill out my whole life like I did when we first met but to tell you how I have been feeling and It's not that I lie awake crying over it but just like "wow kind of bummed out" Again like I said when we first met I talked about literally everything in my life in a public place but that's not because I was sad but because I just wanted someone to talk to but I shouldn't have done it when first met. Also, when I said I was a very angry person with anger issues, I lied. I just wanted to act tough and wow this really does sound like another way to spill everything to you to make you feel bad for me but its just to tell you how I feel even though I already said that. My life isn't sad. It isn't something to cry about. I had some sad moments but that's it and I regret telling you its sad. I'm gonna regret sending this message and be embarrassed but I miss the times I drank 20 cups of coffee and constantly threw up. But also when I needed you, you ignored me like when I recently told you I came out to my dad and you just left me on read but idk anymore. Do you still consider me as an online friend? You usually respond with a " :0 " face or just a random thing like "oof" or "hehe" but is there anything YOU would like to share other then me being the way I was? Yeah I know your younger and you shouldn't have to know about depression that young (not that your THAT young) by the way please don't ignore me or respond with a :0 or a oof idk but maybe we shouldn't be online friends?