Notes

dear peanut,
You were more then just my pet, you were my best friend. you helped me even in those dark times. You believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. You were my best friend ever since 3rd grade. I could always count on you being right by my side. I even miss those days when you made me bleed.. That day cissy died I thought nothing would cheer me up, but then you came squeaking at me and one little hug made me feel so warm. They day you died was the worst day of my life. Theirs still a piece of my heart missing and nothing can fill that hole. Thank you for giving me all of those memories. I always loved coming home and u greeting me when I walked into my room. Thank you for being my best friend for 6 years. You were the best little guinea pig a girl could ask for and I love you so so much. You gave me joy , hope. You were my medicine I needed to be happy. You were my number one snuggle buddy. I miss you more and more everyday. Every time I think about you I just want to cry my eyes out. Sometimes its just so strange and shocking that your actually gone. I wish I could snuggle you and hug you and give you kisses right now. If you were here u would probably be sitting on my lap right now pooping. I miss having you around, I miss going on picnics with you in the living room. You were the best little guinea pig in this world. Henry really misses you also. He used to bite on his cage wanting you attention that you never gave him. Even though every time he saw you he'd get all weird, henry loved you, just like I love you. I know your in a better place now but it just hurts really bad. Theirs a part of me missing and that part is you. I just had my first birthday in 6 years without you and it was the hardest thing ever. I missed opening presents with you. We all miss you peanut. Mom misses hearing how u used to breath. Its all quiet in my room now and kinda depressing. I remember when we first brought you home and I was so excited to tell all of my friends about you. Thanks you for everything you've done for me. I really wish that you would be here to help me get through high school but I know I need to learn to handle this all on my own. I know this is you letting me go free and that your mission is complete.
That's one thing that's going to be hard for me these coming years is you not being here to get me through high school. Thank you for being my best .I will always remember u. I love you peanut:) and miss you lots!