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i fucking hate all of you especially you paulina ur the worst sis ever and you want and get evrything your way when u start wipping me im gonna do it back and will get the last hit so dont act like the victim and say amelia amelia stop it hurts and when i do u slap me again so i come up to u about to whip u and u slap me around my face i slap u back not even in ur face but ofc im evil for it also dont mimic me when i say i will punch u in ur face cause if my parents werent here to shout at me id beat u till u bleed so u learn ur lesson and start to think ur not better then me and all that shit but ofc anyways id get in trouble and u be the victim i mean i shout to tell mum cause im sick of u to get out because im trying to do dance (competitive) and not that yiuve been punching whipping and slapping me buyt then u leave crying and our parents OUR FUCKING PARENTS start to comfort u and tell u what ur doing today since were on holiday and i iverhear and ask oh wait were going to the hamburger place and beach and ur dad says YEAH WE ALL ARE ECEPT FOR U BECAUSE UR RUDE so u let them walk away and burst into tears but ofc ur the evil one and u deserve this... yk what if they think i deserve pain or atleast my sis does ill fuckin start self harming they wont even notice and if tehy do ill become the worst daughter and sister ever for faking depression as she always tells me but then goes why are you moody every day WHAT DO U THINK PAULINA ?! ITS NOT FUCKING ACTING ITS ALL REAL AND I DONT EVEN TRY TO DO IT so yk what one day i will fucking kill myself i have enough of this toxic bitch of a sister but yk what EvEry ThiNg WiLl Be fInE theyll act like nothing happened except treat me like shit for it and her like shes the victim includng her and expect me to forgive her because ItS nOt a Big deAl I AHTE ALL OF U FOR FUCKS SAKE