Notes

Good morning man. Sometimes I am wondering how a guy can say I love my wife and I respect her but he has double life. Sometimes when I complain about something he is there and he wants to explain himself why, and how it is etc and he said to me Elena if I didn't like you and it was about sex I wouldn't do this discuss every time with you, I was going to end it and say fuck it. Anyway this time I told him something I didn't like and he called me and he explained me himself and he said to me either we enjoy and we have a good time or we end it. He asked me to decide and let him know and I don't wanna talk to him again he pissed me off, as i found it offensive. You wish you could have a woman like me in your life bitch. Also he told me 2- 3 times I know you deserve better. I don't deserve you. Anyway I can't wait to see you man, talk like crazy, laugh, smoke drink. We go to the beach. Don't wait next year to arrange it please.

Good Morning Gurl m, i have had it saved, so i can give full attention to when we talk :) weekend was a bit messed up and sunday all day i decided to disconnect and smoke a lot of tree :) this thing you say, when a guy says i love my wife and i respect her and has a double life, its a point i use to be scared when i was younger, much younger, i mean in my mindset, i use to think, lets say u get married 5 years or something, you know, and then you would say: Either i get divorced, but kids, benefits house is gone, or, i do this double life, BUT. You would think i come home i got my wife, kids, life, but sex? i get it, and i think it makes me better, but there is a problem, coz when u fuck ur wife, and u get better sex somewhere else, at some point, the wife will know something is wrong and so on, the thing is, if you think about it only sex, it should not make u feel bad, coz u getting it without strings attached. BUT, whatever he tells you, during this period: Is lies. And you got to have 0 expectations, because anything he gets u material shit, is nothing, if he wants to do something serious, he must talk to you about leaving the wife and family he had, which does not make him happy, to go start a new one, by leaving i mean yeah he can see his kids if he has and so on. Matter of fact, they wont do it. John from DMG my friend had same, and still after 5 years, he is boning one gurl, his wife even caught him with detective, and he decided to stick to family life (bothing) and get the sex outside. The new gurl always asked him why u do this to me, u think im a bitch and u cannot commit and so on, but at the end of the day, the truth is, such people if they do it and do it nicely, they will continue to do it. The best thing, is to get what u want from it, but when it comes for commitment, always think: If he is cheating with me on his wife, he will do it again if i get serious comitment, but not with me. and the truth is, at the end, as we grow up, u want someone to spend time quality about u - sure sex is big part, but to give attention and true respect and do things that make u feel good together. 'if i didnt like u as he said' well he does not know u as a relationship, when u live together, go through small fights, and see how it goes, for him now: He is in heaven - he knowsn there is 0 commitment and no one will talk, so he feels great since he has a beautiful sexy hot one giving him what he wants, and what about after the sunshine? in the wind or rain, how would this person perform? Well, the answer is: He will cheat. u see as he told u, 'either way we enjoy and we have a good time or we end it' for him its already a win situation, he has made his ego about him feeel good, if i can get someone like Elenea, while i am still married it means if we end it, i will still be OK coz i know what i can get and stuff like that. But gurl, in ur mind u keep it only for the sex thing, and when he talks always keep ur mind sharp and dont let it affect u by expectations that will no thappen . I miss u too gurl and cannot wait to find the opportunity and see u gurl m and will bring 1/2 kg lol