Notes

Our time indeed is unique from all that passed our times meaning our lives in the course of human cycles along the history , we have seen as any generation saw ,a change in perception and formation new concepts about life . and usually it's something entirely new ,not seen as it before see ur self with new concepts ,see the world with new knowledge and live more wakefulness or that wat was supposed , and so on ,but wat is diff in our case ppl who faced to be alive now . we didn't follow that same chain reaction and change in some basics and kept developing it we didn't raise the roof of understating of many fields and science., no but now a natural development a change in paradigm which have a roof and these fields instead like all times been there developed but separated ,the paradigm shift it's Columbus are the unity of these fields ,connected and there for when one one of them develop and get higher the others will do simultaneously ,and raise that roof to a a magical place . But despite our search as human species for understanding and comfort .we left the understanding and stayed in our comfort zone ,do ur job and i will do mine ,u create invent and i work .if u cared about something else rather than ur individuality ,rather than that commercial to a new product u that tells u buy me ,, u will get ur self out of the comfort zone were u conscious should be satisfied and happy ,but eventually ,try to get into sleep i don' want sleep ,there is wight on u ,don't know where it coming from but it's bothering u ,and u look back to ur day , a meaningless one .yes got satisfied by dosages of anesthetic but never full too much of any thing is never enough and too much of everything is never enough, shows taking u to live a fictional live like u see on movies ,u wanted ur live to be a movie, movies of super hero that fixed all these uncountable unfacable catastrophes in our world in a sec , all wat u enjoyed in ur life is awesome but yet meaningless cuz it's never it about that single dopamine rush ,some posts which gave u tired smile,a moment with loved ones ,but not making a bigger meaning out in path of ur live with things around u it's not just about that moment there is more to come with that moment, where is that great achievement or great goal that once every little child had the ultimate potential inside the human that will make food friendship work effort sleeping , meaningful it will make u ur life meaningful ,where is you ur influence on ppl ur special
as u as entity ,will u leave it just a forgotten one ,a dot cam into this world and left just like that ,and u start wondering where is me that kid that used to shine that dot immersed out of nothing and started to evolve it's own color and shine one with world ,but yet the community wanted to color u with it's color ,no room for differences u can't live with ur own color , it have to be melted to flow with the stream , , , and yet that stream now out times ,specially we acknowledge that our world is dying ,and yet we forced our selves to forget the painful truth, not to try to fix it , to live safely to work in that circle to form a shelter made with ignorance and denial delusively thinking ur avoiding dying with that world , yes u will survive long enough ,but live with a dying heart ,a blind eyes from this artificial light that blinds u from the truth that the natural light is fading ,breathing smoke from wat we have set on fire our selves ,gasoline runs in ur blood ,but with a mind of deleted miscomprehended manipulated conceptions in all directions of life ,it will be recognized sooner or later u will find that painful truth ,that dept will come to take wat is not urs ,pray for merci for those u do love .it has to take wat u kept from the others Those the simplest concepts like unity love empathy and transcendence as it's useless words ,it will be understood too late, , about life and the instincts of the human live ,as a person grows into that world with that big circle every one adapted a silent vow runs around the neck , aolomn that he/she would be part of the circle weather it was good or not .that circle it good or evil ,and we became lots of dots that forming a circle , . a cancer cell ,weather u ere young old still growing ur own color ,eventually most of the ppl adapted black imagine a lots of dots ,they r all black ,it will form a stain , a cancer cell, that if we seen something like it killing it's host and every living species so it can live, we would call it a virus ,but on the other hand imagine millions of dots diff in colors unique in it's essence ,wat happens when u mix all the colors of the spectrum ,we will get that white light ,it's the only way one of most basic lessons and teachings of religions believes ,thinkers writers ,great musicians ,but yet it became the most difficult.not bec it's hard ,no bec we choose to regret