Notes

“I used to be worried about everything, things that seemed meaningful were actually meaningless. I worried about life. I worried about what would happen if I let myself feel again. I thought I didn’t deserve it. Then... without really knowing I changed. I wasn’t worried about what would happen if I lived. I was worried what would happen if I didn’t. What would I miss. I worried about not remembering... not remembering all of the moments, all the places and that’s because of Finch. He taught me to wander. He taught me that you don’t need to climb a mountain to stand on the top of the world. That even the ugliest of places can be beautiful as long as you take time to look. That it’s ok to get lost as long as you find your way back. But... in learning all of that. I missed seeing something more important... seeing Finch. I missed that he was in pain. I missed that he was teaching me all along... how to move on. Finch was a dreamer, He dreamt while he was awake. He dreamt all the beauty in the world and He made it come to life. Finch taught me that... There’s beauty in the most unexpected things... and there are bright places even in darke times. and that if there isn’t, YOU CAN BE that BRIGHT PLACE with INFINITE CAPACITIES.”