Notes

Sara you came into my life so unexpectedly, and everything for me has changed. I was so against relationships, I was so against catching feelings because I was so done with all of it. I didn't want anything, I was so scared of getting hurt and I didn't even realise it. With you EVERYTHING has changed I don't feel like that anymore, I trust you with everything and anything. I don't know what I'd do without you, now that you're in my life I just can't and I hope I never have to imagine my life without you. I know I'm not perfect and I can't promise I won't make mistakes, but I swear I'll always do my best to do right by you. When I don't speak to you, I swear there's something missing throughout my day and I can't get you out of my mind. Even when we do speak there isn't a moment that I don't think about you ever, I can literally do anything and somehow it'll remind me of you or if something happens the first person that pops up in my head is you. Literally you don't understand my excitement whenever anything happens, especially during corona I literally can't wait to share and tell you about my day. I hope you know that I'll always support you no matter what, I know I haven't been in your life that long but I swear I would do anything to see you happy and especially support you when it comes to drastic or even small changes. The way you support me and the way I can tell you anything I've never been able to rely on anyone like that before and its so so different but in a good way. I'm so glad I met you, I'm so glad I fell for you and as scared as I am / was I'm so glad we're together in the situation we're in now and I wouldn't change it for anything. You genuinely make me happy, and I hope that I do too because that's all I ever want. I want to see you with a smile on your face. I honestly think about lockdown and this year and without you I don't know what the hell I would have done, you've literally been my everyday and I don't ever want to lose you. This whole lockdown experience has been crazy, but I'm glad that we got through it together well basically its almost finished at this rate. You've made me feel things that people haven't been able to after a year, and that is the scariest part, but I know things feel so right with you. We've had some funny times throughout the last few months, a few spazzy voice moments and a lot of pro Fornite highlights.


Thank you for being yourself, you're honestly amazing pls don't ever change.


I know you said I don't need to do anything but I decided to ignore you, this is part 1. PART 2'S COMING UP