Notes

Hey everyone. I hope you are all doing well. I'm sorry about all this but I feel like what I am about to say is important for my account. Of course, i don't expect that many people to see this so I can be honest with you. Thank you for caring enough to read this note. Seriously. Thank you.

Anyway, the truth is I won't be able to post for a while. I don't think I'll be able to properly convey what I'm going through, neither do I want to get into too much detail but the certainty of the matter is that I'm taking a break. indefinitely.

For the past few weeks, my country has been in quarantine. I would expect that other countries are in that stage as well. If I'm being extremely honest, this quarantine has done nothing but make me feel extremely bad. I haven't been out of bed in weeks. the first few weeks was okay and I could deal with it but as the time went by, I started to deteriorate. I assumed it was because I haven't been able to attend therapy or get any prescription before the quarantine was announced. Depressive episodes that go without medication or professional counselling is not fun.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm trying my hardest to get better where I can. But for now, i will not be online. I will try to show support by maybe posting up some artwork on my story or replying to comments, but that's all. I won't be answering Dms, my notifications will be silenced.

I'm sorry for the long explanation. This is something that I must go through alone now, I just need the time. Ill be back on my feet (hopefully) in no time. Please if you dm me often, don't feel bad about not checking on me. I didnt want anybody to find out this way, but If I repressed the truth, it would only make me feel worse. I've tried to reach out, but I've had nobody to talk to that I trust, so hence this outcome. This note has made me feel a little better, so I guess that's some progress.

Thank you for reading. I'll see you soon. Or later. Or never, you never really know. Also, listen to the Positively Vibing playlist on YouTube. you might enjoy it. [the songs were handpicked by Carson]

-shvort