Notes

Young Leclerc

What is this project about

Being young, Lit, Trying to find a purpose, God, the beauty in sexuality, the beauty in Nature, The Low down, Being depressed feeling trapped, feeling existential, How i used to feel at peace and in tune, then got out of tune, all the crazy shit i did as a teenager

Doing Drugs, Acid numerous times, Research chemicals NBMOe, Different strains of weed, Kolonopin, Strawberry kush, extacy, and finding peace through LSD and regecting the crazy shit like extacy. Going to college 3D shit, dealing with cocky people, Room mates, Indie films, the couch and apartment where we used to rage. Listening to Travis scott the first time.

About how I get older and start to produce music on some hans zimmer shit, How I saw Lilly and immediatly wanted to take her from her shitty man. How we had sex and it was silly at first but got really heated and we fucked 9 times in her dorm.

How me and tristan saw visions of the future. Being afraid of ISIS, Practicing budhism and meditation to now being a Sufi Muslim. Understanding of the mystical

Skipping class to fuck

Smoking in our bed and fucking in front of the window

fell so deep in love we stopped using condoms

Sex in her birthday suit

shes pregnant

shes scared

she doesnt want to be a single mother

I tell her its her choice

we stay in love, she keeps the baby, she tells her old fuck buddy im the one.

Understanding racism while learning from my best friends

learning about my privilege

moving away from my friends, having our baby who is the most important person in my life

struggling to be a new father and dealing with being tired and angry.

was too selfish

almost lost my girl because of my bad behavior

Sipping codeine till i was sick, my Girl and baby were gone for a while

Had to go to the hostpital for vertigo and codeine overdose
told no one

Rolling blunts alot smoking too much

Dropping out of school due to stress College drop out

struggling with my girl acting suss, missing my son

Getting data Job

started to learn more about activism and native american culture

started to have better family life no more drugs except smoking with my girl after my boy went to sleep
fucking alot and giving my girl the best sex of her life

Having long hair with braids

Roaches in our apartment fucked shit up

getting mad doing the dishes and fighting and fucking

stealing flowers for my girl

found a new place next to my bros place

watching indie films at my bros place

having a good year watching my son grow up, more roaches everything falls to shit, my girl and son go away for 4 months to live with her mother, I feel like shes fucking with someone else, Living with roaches in my apartment smoking ciggaretes like a french movie, Getting in touch with god, tabacco ceramonies, smoking more weed, wishing i could fuck my girl, making hella beats and getting better at it, stealing food from work just to have a meal. Smoking a blunt on the way to the train. growing my hair out and getting in touch with nature.

Learning more about russell means and the Lakota people and how ill keep remembering that the us is trying to kill the earth by building these pipelines but they dont care about the peace pipe from white buffalo calf woman

Being an activist against colombus day

trying to create more songs

getting more into singing, and wishing I had money

getting fucking scammed by a fake TV producer, viacom, MTV RAPS you wack
shit never happen give me my money back

lied so many times about getting me to produce for this fake as show

acting like a scared ass little bitch everytime I said I didnt want to pay him for shit
he a pussy boy from new jersey If I ever met him Id fucking kill him

Job ending apartment disgusting because of big ass roaches, no electricy, junky neighbors called my bro the n word almost dies for that shit. Created and filmed flowers, goes to house party with all black girls and my bros, almost cheated on my hoe while we were on the road
had her all up on my pants feeling on my dick head in my lap trying to get a lick
she believed in free love but im faithful with my shit

me and bro work on flowers
I get snubbed by 808 Mafia for creator arcade

Move out of shitty apartment to my girls moms house
was fucking on the floor now we fuck on her moms couch

ten people in the house shit crazy no doubt
taking care of my son in my mother in laws house

finding some suss nudes in my girls phone
ignoring the evidence cuz i love the bitch
thinking about going to the coast guard, missing maryland, getting into Hacking and scamming
Meth house neighbors alomost blowing up shit

dirty house again with roaches and shit like we cant escape it

I was working out trying to make it

I wierdly met her friend and fuck buddy she was acting wierd

I was tired of her because of all the suss shit

we had a falling out I almost walked out the door

I came back and we had sex more, She told me she wants a girl I couldnt ignore, I cum inside


we get her pregnant she tells me, we get married and our bond is stronger,

Bro said he want a beat a year from now, How im suppose to eat of the sweat of my brow

we get a new place and I get a job at dennys, I get more into ISLAM finding there is a hole in my heart so I fill it with god, Im cooking at dennys but not doing it right so they send me to wash, trippy experience with smoking with my girl in the summer, she said she out of bodied while making cake



Wudu Wash
Dishes not serving plates
Link up with YRB Thats the estate
Link up with the homies now we staying late

Not fucking with my coworkers talking shit, getting more into ISLAM then Converting, Getting my kufi and prayer rug

then as I get into islam Iran and america fall out
I feel america is on the way out

Beauty of my son liking to fall asleep to the Quran every night

Beauty of fucking my bitch after we turn of the light

My bro in law going through some shit I think his girl fucked up tonight
My bro told me I was right he thought some shit wasnt right
she cheated on him like a thot
she fucked on someone and gave no fucks

My girls loyal still so theres trust

Its been a while ride now Im going for these placements n shit

Me and bongo go crazy in this bitch