Notes

Hey how are you? I know this is a crazy period for you and I respect and support you 100%! Although I can't help shaking off the feelings that has been created even more distance between us since I got back. I know you're super busy but it would mean a lot to me if we could text a bit more frequently. And this isn't because I like texting, it's simply because I'd like to be part of your life and know how your days are.
We said that we will take it a step at the time and see what happens, without excluding the possibility of this relationship to become long term, but since I got back I feel like the walls are being built again and that we're cutting off that possibility. I'm super understanding and I know this isn't the best time for you, and I don't want to be a source of more stress for you, on the contrary I'd like to offer you my support.
This last trip has been difficult, but as I said, I felt like we grew closer as we've got to know each other better and we were a good team, enjoying each other's company even in difficult situations or quiet night, like just being happy to watch movies while cuddling and warming each other up. I got to see better how you interact with the world and I got to see that we actually like each other a lot. I know I have doubted you few times, and most of it was out of fear, because I really felt exposed and insecure. I still feel this way, but as I was learning more about you, I started to learn your subtle ways of showing care and affection and it warmed my heart and it made me really happy that my affection is reciprocated.The distance is fucked up but I don't want that to be the reason for us to be apart, because that can be solved with patience, for now we can keep visiting each other and get to know each other better. I mentioned many times how welcome you are in Toronto and how much it would mean to me having you here. I'm aware you might not have the time before you start your job, I know you're trying and I'm still hoping :)
I want to connect with you and I think we can offer each other so much. I'm not asking for a commitment right now, I respect your timing, all I'm asking is to give us a chance.