Notes

I’m sleeping in a neutral position. My vision is restricted to a usual spot; if I deviate in the slightest my body begins to vibrate. If i attempt to look above me something starts to make me feel really scared, threatened, I finally get the courage to look. My vision starts to get distorted as i turn my head around and finally when I get a clear view of what was above me all the distortion and vibration stop. I'm looking at a projector; apparently it was behind me the entire time. Next thing I know I’m looking at what seems to be someone on YouTube. A video, it's not ordinary. I managed to get a glimpse of the title, I searched for it knowing it might come in handy later but I forgot it. It was strange, a compilation of Asian workers, some small stock clips of people working in a factory and then what felt like some gore. Weird clips. That's all I remembered from that, this episode happened 3 times, 2 weeks ago. Today was the first time I had the courage to look at my spectator, whatever it was, and see what was behind me. The next episode I'm in a home, walking down the stairs. I talk to my friends and tell them about my experience and if they felt anything out of the ordinary, they confirm my suspicions they felt like something was amiss. We start heading downstairs, I’m leading the way outside and as we get to the first floor my friend asked his uncle, I think, who apparently lives downstairs what he felt about the situation. He claims it's an evil force that correlated to the sudden negative energy in the world. I ask him if it would be a good idea to get a priest to bless our home, that's when that dream ended. Next dream was the worst; it was like the first one. I had to look at something out of my regular field of vision or I had to suddenly realize I was in the same situation as before, I had to realize I was about to face it. That sudden realization snapped me into a confrontation with whatever has been bothering me. It was a man; I have no clue what he looks like. The rest is vague but I distinctly remember confronting him at least 2 times, each time ending in me failing and having to relive the experience. At the final confrontation I finally get fed up and out of anger and reveal a gun. I shout something and he responds with a joyous exclamation "YES! DO IT", he wanted me to shoot him. Instead I put the gun towards my head and he lunged at me, trying to stop me. I pull the trigger and suddenly he starts to deflate, pupils dilating. His final words, he repeated, "I can't feel anything". After that I awoke in my room. Its 6:12am, I slept for maybe 30 minutes at most. I'm terrified and probably won't go back to sleep, I hope whatever I saw today is gone for good. These episodes are usually forgotten by the end of the day but it is an experience, something that I'll probably never get out of my system.