Notes

Hey hope your doing well i know we haven't talked in awhile , so i thought to sing my days thinking about this sad rap i prayed that one day i would come out my shell and speak to you about the good times we had and the bad times i just had to spill, see i know this might sound depressing but trust me it worth listening see i didn't mean break you i didn't mean to hurt you i know you told me you never felt that but trust me i know you did not saying you lied because i've seen that before, when i left you i know that was just a lie that you held back heading for the open door, look i wish i never felt and i wish you never did too, that just held me back from the thought and the depression that stabbed my back too , i cried all night just put a fake smile on that i wish i could just take back, see i love you i never meant to hurt you i should've fought back but there's no going back after i said all that, i hope we can still be cool and forget that even tho it's hard and i get that , because you was a good boyfriend and i can easily say that so don't let this stab your back because trust me i've been through that pain and it holds you back so just spend your time with your friends and you'll be alright after all i've you still got a shoulder that you can cry on all night, i'm sorry and that i really mean i'm not just saying that to sound loud and proud but i mean it from my vocals and heart deep down now heading to the good times we had our self's dying on are knees laughing at our self's because we couldn't stop taking all these ded memes, we would stay up late , talking on call , talking about are life and how we both looked real cool we would continue repeating to each other i love you we wouldn't cared if we looked like fools , i can't speak no more because this bring down even more i hope this was worth what you was waiting for...