Notes

several days without me, take a break for love, it is not good thing. please, really. and you say, when everything was good, u even haven't not written me here. what does this mean? aren't we going to talk in our bad times? are we lover only in good times? are we going to fall in the first wind? i am always looking on your photo, i am only watcing with love for minutes. you don't know how much i love you. and it seems, you won't know. when i don't write to you, do you think that i don't think of you? that night you didn't tell me that i love you. i cried that night a lot.i woke up 5 am. thanks to my heart. i started thinking about you, i wonder if she doesn't love me anymore? doesn't she want to talk to me? etc. i don't know what i have to do. if i text you, you thinking that he speak with me cuz everything is bad. what should i do? shouldn't i text you? please tell. i asked you a few days ago, how was ur day etc. why didn't you tell me about that friend? but i asked you anyway like 3-5 times. tania are u fine tania tell me what happened, isn't it? because i was curious about you. you could do same to me before 2 month ago. ayberk are u fine ayberk? this is something that affects my life. i think life is more important than a friend. but forget it, these passed. why are we still talking about 2 months ago? put yourself in my place, okay? just imagine. you love someone, you are in love with him. you tell him that i love you. what does he say? a big silence, luvvvvvv, yassss. or he asking to you, do you love me? he say that and u??. doesn't even say good night, he replying to messages too late. did you think? do you want to talk with me or do you want to stop talking? let's say a few days have passed. what will you tell me? ayberkkkk i love youuuu? is this my reward?
or is all this a punishment? or after a few days.