Notes

5) I won't lie, I've made a ton of friends over the course of leaving you all, and most of them are from my home country, some abroad, and a lot of them enjoy my company, we joke a lot, mess and fuck around a lot, but most importantly respect each other's boundaries, I see it as a win, I have in fact gained more than I've lost by a milestone, and I'm still going to continue with every other person I'd like to speak to and there's nothing that can stop me, I take a lot of hate and shit but I'm very patient, very fucking patient, but sometimes the little good talk doesn't work on people, Maks is a child, so I treated him as such, all that yap he did I decided to do the same but instead I shoved it down his throat so he doesn't fuck around with me anymore. He got a good catalysed taste of his own medicine, and I don't ever regret anything I've told Maks. But I'm not a bully, I've only done it to you and him, he has deserved it all, you on a certain extent... definitely.

4) I'd like you to make a difference between friends and online gaming buddies you'll never meet and even make eye contact with, once you know that difference you'll see them a lot more differently. Also, I won't lie, I lost them over very simplistic things, but those things defined their true personalities, I've concluded who you are as a person, who Maks is, who 7asoon21 is, and many more, I'm not Mr. Know It All. But everyone gets the same vibe I get, but instead, I decide to tell you all and not hide it and act like everything is okay, if someone was lying to me for a straight week, basically you, I'll be fucking damned to tell him straight to his face how much of a degenrate he is, even if I lose him, it'll be for the better, cause that means I don't have to get lied to anymore, however, the rest are probably still listening to what I let go, so they're clowns. Hopefully this made se For example 7asoon21, first of all, he seems cool but he is a very simplistic guy that follows every other Kuwaiti man in this day and age, he is nowhere neat special, over that he is a grade 1 failure in school, he doesn't study, just sits his ass all day playing like his life depends on it, and hell, he wants to study in a good university in Canada. Bruh I'll be surprised if he even gets accepted in this sewer of a place. He generally doesn't lie, and would tell you something straight to your face, but he treats every single person differently, and when you tell him about it he'll act like nothing is happening. I've seen messages between him and Madness, so I put him to a test and asked him the same, not only were the answers sometimes different he would not even tell me half the times, he values her over me by a lot, then I ask him what is she to you. "Nothing we just play together" Well if that was the case you wouldn't tell her all about your failed relationship, you dumb fuck. And also, there was a time where me and him were playing, and he said he will play one more match then play with Madness. I was like okay cool, the following day, I asked him the same question, can I play with you? Knowing the fact he was playing with Madness, he said I can't. I'm playing with Madness, I was like how about in a bit? He was like we're going to play a lot more games. I know it might sound pathetic, but simple things tell you the true honesty and intentions of a person.

3) I've had a reoccurring thought where I kept asking myself...hm...maybe this is my problem, maybe I changed and for the worse and put my "friends" into the dirt. Then I remembered everything I've read on each person's account, what they've done, how they act, how they are fake towards each other, then I remember. Leaving them was the right choice. Maybe to a certain extent I was an issue, but I see it as minimal, the rest is caused by the other person I was talking to or about.

2) Why don't I care for my own actions...good question. I do, I properly do, I ask about 10 people before I actually do something remotely uneven in my daily basis of living. For example, when I decided to do what I did to Maks, I was thinking about for several days, contemplating each outcome, who would it hurt the most, who would it benefit the most. Overall, you may see me as power hungry, or a psychopath who just wants control, I'm a lot more passive than meets the eye, I'm a skinny fat 5'11 average high school who knows more than the normal in computers, nothing too special or significant. But when I do an action, I might be making a wrong decision here and there and end up apolgising and regretting it, but that has only happened when I was with Madness and was her BFF and actually was opening my eyes to the world of that makes sense. I wouldn't mind, drinking out with a few friends, I wouldn't mind smoking if it's only once a month, I wouldn't mind this or that. But when it's time to get serious and lay a few people down I won't fuck around, I'll get straight to it and show them their place for whatever they've done. Who the fuck do they think they are for lying straight to my face and get away with it like they're some kind of idol that can only be praised. No, I don't see it that way, and that's why you all hate me. Again, it might also be that I'm relatively annoying, but that's another story for a preference when you come to make friends.

1) I knew that question would appear one time or another. And the fact is, it's an open source and an available website. Anyone and everyone can use it. As I've mentioned before, I don't give a fuck about Madness. I don't go on there and see her ins and outs, and if I did...League would be the last thing I'd check, I'd be more interested to see what she does in the physical world. But again, fuck that 4'10 little whore, God damn she jumps to new friends on League like she jumps on cocks. And that's what baffled me at first, there is a guy called Baghli, you've probably played with him before. Anyway, it's a person of her past I advised her to stay away from. Because of her mental instability at that time, she wanted to do something I knew should would regret. And I was aware and sane at that time, so I just told her that it would be better if she stayed away and kept her distance. I never held a gun to her head and told her to not fucking call him or I'll kill her. Not at all, again, she's older than me, she can make decisions for herself. But as a BFF, my role is to give an input and advise. Once we both left though she might've saw it as an invitation to go and talk to him and the people in his school that he plays with. And soon they all joined her Discord server and shit. So who the fuck is she to tell me who I can and cannot add. If I want to speak to a certain person. And I've currently set my mind on two people, I'll do it. And she has no fucking say it, we don't talk anymore, she has nothing to do with my life. So I'll let her be, and I'll let myself be and I do what I ought to do. And to be more specific to your question, I added a few to see how they'd react to my friend request, a group I'm guessing don't accept outsiders, so I didn't carez it was more of a social expermient, but other than that the BlackMambaPlays account, there's a person who hold the account that im friends with but I'm guessing Madness has a hold of that account to, which is weird...I'd really appreciate it if she backed off but it's okay if she doesn't, she's trying to protect something very precious you could say, I'd do the same in her case. But I don't care. And don't worry, 3 people have accessed that account, Maks, Madness, and the other fella.