Notes

Basically, I realised that even though i have liked him for 3 months or longer and liked him a lot in the past I already knew this but I’ve realised there’s no point even thinking about it. You like him and you’re his standards. On the other side I’m just Lauren 😂 nothing special about me aha. I’ve got an ideal personality in my head and hopefully I’ll meet someone like that one day because that’s who I think would go well with me as I grow older instead of people that I like for months at the age of 13. Yes I was hurt when you said you liked him but I wanted to help you because you both would be cute together and he will like you because there’s nothing to not like you for. I know you like him and you’ve got a chance I definitely don’t. I am helping you because I know you deserve someone like him ❤️🤧 I want to tell him how I feel even though I know nothing will happen between me and him because I know I’m not good enough. But I need to tell him to get it off my chest and now if people find out oh well it isn’t gonna matter in like a year or so. I’m gonna help you get will someone you deserve :) because you are my best friend and I love you and either your relationship past you deserve him and I know I don’t i was just hurt that I had liked him for months and I was helping someone get with someone I liked and it was just weird. Like I wasn’t hurt it was just weird to think about but I am realising and already knew nothings gonna happen between me and him so you have a 100% chance of getting with him and I hope you have a great timeee xx ily