Notes

I honestly don't like my life I think it is the worst and I don't really want to live anymore. It feels like everyone is against me. I do thing I regret but I feel like I wanna run away a lot because it feels like everyone wants me to be perfect and like me two sisters but what people don't know is that my sisters are awful people to me. When I was little I did what they said because I thought they were just doing it to make me better but now I realize that they do make fun of me a lot and boss me around way to much. They always get annoyed with me but I am just not going to talk to them anymore and when something good happens to me and they want in they are not going to be in it they are not going to be in my life anymore because they have made my first 12 years of life mad and crazy and upsetting and they are older then me but I feel like they take advantage of it and I don't like it. I am definitely not going to stay in touch with them when I am older if I have kids I am going to tell them they don't have any aunts. I don't want them in my life anymore and they don't understand that when I listen or sing to one direction seconds of summer or little mix songs or when I spend hours on my tablet or the laptop I watch youtubers videos and I think wow I would love to vlog or whatever and that is were the rest of my life comes in when nathalie and larissa move out I will have a room all to my self and I would just be so glad than. They overpower my life and make me do thing I don't want to do. Yah I guess this makes me sound like I am a lot older but it is not suppose to and it is because my sister they make my life terrible and it makes me want to stick up for myself more because I have no one to do it for me. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about them in my life.