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1.dont really know how to feel I feel like I am traped in a bubble that cant pop I really want to figure out my life I under stand that I am young and still learing stuff but I feel so depressed and no one can hear me n mater how loud I scream I feel like I am liked more than others and put down more I want to be lifted up more and not be backstabbed or thrown in the dust I feel like my parents do not under stand me so hey just don't listen to me and just ignore even my brother is really getting on my nerves a girl will like him and he would like her but hewould forget about her and like a different and I try to give him advice but he just wont listen to me and I really do like alyssa she is the most beautiful smart funny perfect girl bu I feel like we never talk and when I go to see her we never hang out that much and I think that we are still young so we are new to a lot of things so we just need to wait a little bit and figure thigs out I am gong on a fast so god can help me figure out my spitural life my real life to help me with eating too much and to clear up my face an to help me get good grades and be respectful to my teachers/parents and to be nice to my brother and sister and justnbe a good kid to every body and to obey and be calm.