Notes

dear diary,
it's Fatima, life isn't so perfect to be honest, my family, friends, education.
the only thing that's mostly special to me is Islam. I'm so proud to be a Muslim, but things are not working out very well, my father has changed a lot from the past calling my mother a user and I think he hates her, my mother is a beautiful women she gave birth to me.
my father also is a great dad but not really, In Sha Allah one day my father will realise that having us should be the best thing in life but no... he thinks we don't think about our religion just about money, but we tell him, my mother isn't any better she swears, hits us but has stopped, and has screamed at us. APPARENTLY its all depression. but I'm sick of having to put up with this. the worst part is my "friends" I have a best friend named Jenin she's the best thing that Allah has sent me. we're really close until a girl I was really close to well decided to get jealous and thought of separating us! she tried and we had a massive argument I got really worried if I loose my bf we were so close since pre-school till now. Kayla always tried taking her away from me and Jenin wouldn't care... a true best friend would know and love your personality and know that whatever she does wouldn't separate us! but Kayla is getting better and better everyday spreading rumours about me to everyone that I think I'm good, stuck-up, and popular but does anyone care NO! everyone thinks I'm teasing and bullying her which I'm not, btw I'm only writing this to express my feelings not committing suicide or anything. anyways till now Kayla has been doing this. no one can face the truth because truth hurts we know. but can anyone at least pull up and listen for a second? NO Alhumdulilah Alhumdulilah Allah help my family and I In Sha Allah the highest level of Janah.