Notes

Usually my face is filled with boredom, but when I woke up this morning it was something else. When I got up everything around me was dizzy, it is starting to happen more often now I don't know if it is just a weird thing or if it is meant to mean something. I am going into highschool soon and I wanna go to my friend's highschool but it is too "expensive", since it is too "expensive" how is it that my sis might be going into a private school one of the most expensive high schools. Guess she is the "smart and favourite". It is funny how when I am sad that no one notices or gives a shit but when my sister is sad she needs to be seen at the doctor. I don't even know how she is depressed she gets whatever she wants, I had to give up things for her yet still my fault!?. I'm going on a school trip and it was expensive yet my parents didn't pay my grandfather did. But if my sis was going on a trip they would've dropped everything and asked how much?, what do you need?, do you wanna go?, fucking total bullshit.