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you're literally the sole reason and when i say sole i fucking mean SOLE REASON that i am alive rn. if it werent for you coming into my life i woudlve ended this shit a long time ago. and if you think i dont care or if you think that i never did. just thinnk back to what happened wih you litle brother. i was going to work 9 hours a day 5 times a week on 30 minutes of sleep because i was scared that you would do something stupid and i didnt want to lose you. think about the times that i bugged you until you told me what was bothering you. if it was my mom, only god knows what she told you. stephanie most likely scripted some shi on my account bc i havent texted anybody but you and another friend ever since i got released. idk whats going thru your head rn and i really wish i did. but please dont let some bs fuck this up, please, im begging you kenzie. i care alot about you, i care more for you than i do for myself.think about the times that i bugged you until you told me what was bothering you. or about the time that i threw out $170 worth of weed. which by the way i needed to get through my shit. for the first 2 months that we spoke i didnt do pills, i didnt smoke pot, i didnt drink purple,i didnt drink alcohol and i stopped cutting, all because of you. the only reason im on the shit again is because i thought i would have someone i could depend on,someone i could trust and vent to. but ive lost all my friends in the past week. bc of some bitch texting and scripting conversations with my account. but i cant, i dont have anyone to depend on and now that my big brother is gone and you wont even read my msg