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I've always been the type of person to not get deterred when someone says something, with one exception however. Ever since I could remember, my father has been known to have problems to dealing with anger. I feel like every day, when he comes home from work, he yells at me. Sometimes he can say things meaningfully like "STUDY FOR YOUR DRIVING TESTS/SAT's", but most of the time, his behavior is irrational and it upsets me. He sometimes belittles me by calling me bad names and sometimes says that I am not his son. And maybe two days later, when he thinks that nothing has happened between us, he says that he tells me these things for my own good. I don't know what to do. Every time we have a fight, it makes me feel less of a person, and being a teenager, I feel trapped in the household. I'm not sure if it is just because we don't understand each other or maybe something else... Anyway, I don't know what to expect from other people, I just want someone to give advice to me. Thank you for your time...