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he did break. he broke me so fast and so easy. it was like nothing even happened to him. but something did happen to me. he broke me like no one else did. lmao just kidding but he broke me really bad. it was just like air going pass him he was having fun. he felt proud of what he did. he made his friends proud he got me in my feels or was the first one to get a girl in middle school, even tho we weren't dating. he got me and he got me good. and even after what happened i still had feelings, i still felt like he was something worth it. but not thinking back at it he's shit and he isn't worth anything i have or anything anyone has. he doesn't deserve any good and worth it girl. we can all do better. and i sat here thinking what i did wrong and all my flaws. he got my fucked up and fucked up bad real bad. so now I'm here thinking whose next. who is next up for all this drama of all of me. maybe he could be right there right next to me or maybe miles away. who knows. i just hope that my next one isn't so bad and i hope he would actually like me and treat me well. if not then i hope karma comes and bite u right on ur ass and i hope there is no mercy. he made middle school kind of hard. him and his friends. they made me feel lost like i didn't know what i was doing and who i was. they made my mind so fucked i really thought hard on what was going on when i knew exactly what was going on. they really mind fucked me a couple times and i really fell for it. all of his friends nd him r a bunch or fuck boys and bitchw ho can't do nothing correct and isn't wort a penny they will go around objectifying women and think its right. they will do so much just to get the girl they don't like and make them hurt. like just leave them alone. for what reason do they deserve to get fucked up.unless they cheated on u or did something even worse go ahead, fuck them up, but what did they do...what did i do. go ahead spread rumors but I'm telling u karma will come get u if not today then one day just watch out.And if u didn't like me then u didn't have to do nothing, say nothing, to me, or about me. u could've left me alone and i wouldn't be as hurt as before or even right now. but no, u wanted to say something to make yourself look good but either way you don't. u had to ask me to the dance to look good in front of who.. ur friends. ur a prick and ur life must be fucked up to be fucking up other peoples life. especially someone that did nothing just nothing to u. yes I'm loud, yes i might not be as smart or that pretty. but i am human and we should be treated equally if we didn't do nothing to one another. i didn't do shit to u but u diced to fuck me over many times. spreading rumors saying this and that telling everyone even the people that aren't even close to u about what happened and u hurt me and that all. u hurt me and only me because u didn't care. and it was my fault, at a point i felt u didn't care but i still came after u because u got me all messed up u got me in this feeling where i couldn't get out until i was hurt. and i don't know what to do i didn't and i still don't. everything that happened and still happening is just a listen